Sweet oh Sweet Lullaby ♥

Monday, 15 December 2008 ; 01:17 {♥}

whee~
i'm currently being lectured by my aussie friend about growing up
and making the right decision
after so many things that happened
i sort of understand why everything is at what it is now
and i understand why parents nag
i understand why people say friends are important
i miss that 4 months of seldom retarded-ness
i miss hanging with everyone of my idiotic friends!
i miss being the vulgar idiot in my idiotic gang!
i miss being so fucking cheerful when i'm talking crap with others
i miss being so quiet in class minding my own business
i miss staying back after school with them
i miss not talking about 'having a boyfriend'
i miss not having stress over any shit
i miss laughing like no one is around
i miss being stared at by others because of 'i'm with stupid' signs!
i miss not having any arguements
i miss having arguements over idiotic reasons!
i miss talking about cute boys with my chickys!
and after typing all this out, i realise..
i'm not missing out on anything adults might do
i'm actually missing out on what i'm SUPPOSE to do
as a freaking 15 year old!
in 4 months time, i will be 16
so i have only 4 months to enjoy the shit i'm suppose to enjoy
i don't need a boyfriend
i don't need a particular type of 'love'
i just need love from so many people ♥
oh mi gosh! i missed my freedom!

shout outs!
Emily- sorry babe for having those arguements! Although things can't be changed but i promise you and i'll allow you to slit me when i do idiotic things again! Even after your warnings
Christine- thanks for the support you gave me after the break-up. It'll be difficult for me to blend with the others again but you gave me a head start!
Siggy- thanks for lecturing me on all these decission making and growing up. Have fun turning 22 although i doubt you'll read this xD
LimYi- thank you for being my first serious boyfriend. Yes it didn't last long but alot of things happened. Things i love and things i hated. You made me realise so many things i should have seen as a normal teenager. Sorry it didn't last long but it was nice while it lasted

xoxo {♥}

the person {♥}

I'm a girl.

The name's Michelle
I'm not a very interesting person if you don't know me.
But I guess reading my blog would let you know more.
Talk to me (:

I love Vixens, Valkyries and Kittens

PinkValkyrie@hotmail.co.uk
xoxo

I'm famished {♥}

I need Food

{♥}For exams to come and go
{♥}A little white persian kitty
{♥}New laptops and computers
{♥}~~HD TV~~
{♥}Wrist Tattoo

Books{♥}

and Worms

Current:
Dogs and Goddesses
Done:
Confessions of a Shopaholic
Shopaholic goes to Manhatten
Shopaholic ties the Knot
Shopaholic & Sister
Shopaholic & Baby
The Love Academy
The Matchbreaker
The Bachelorette Party
Just Perfect
Totto-Chan
Mounting Desires
Pride & Prejudice
Charlotte's Web
The Whale Rider
The Curious Incident of the Dog in The Night Time
A Spot of Bother
My Sisters' Keeper
Flipped
Secret Relations
A Million Little Pieces
Veronika Decides to Die
My Friend Leonard
Wanna Read:
The Kite Runner
The Alchemist
The Compass
Emma