Okay, had my Mother Tongue O level paper today. Seriously, epic phail! T.T I screwed up a lot of things and yada~ But I'm glad that's over. I'm glad everything's over. Now I can finally enjoy the holidays. Oh? What? Extra lessons? Oh yeah, fuck that.

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Honestly now, I'm taking this a whole lot better than you think. And I know, you're gonna keep your promises. I trust you. So don't worry too much about things (:

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How does anyone expect to do homework on a really warm night like this. I've got 3 more paper 2s to finish but heck, I think I'll just complete 1 or 2. I've got no mood to do and today has been mother tongue for the whole effing day. (after 11.30 though)

Damn you!

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no homework means boredom!! Sigh. Currently listening to fireflight ♥ Also, bogging with my tablet. Feels rather odd but... kinda fun :D

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I know I should have been studying buuuuut~ I couldn't help myself but try out the new tablet :DD So this is basically how it was set up completely. Took me quite a long time to fix it all up :/

So... was trying it out and stuff and I finished my first digital art in a day :D I know it's not exactly perfect or nice but I was just trying to play around with layers and stuff. Anyways, any idiot would know who she is (: ANYWAYS, need to start on malay!

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I guess trying to blog with the tablet isn't a very good idea. Lol. Anyways. things happened, shit talked about and crap shared. And yet I feel a little out of place. :/ I didn't wanna wake up today morning cause I wasn't in the mood to face anything today. I kept sleeping until I knew I couldn't anymore. So I woke up at 4.30, bathe and had breakfast. Was trying out the tablet and it works like a charm. The screen is even nicer compared to my laptop.

Anyways, I've got malay homework to do (and alot of it) but just don't feel like doing it now. Maybe later, when I'm feeling malay-ish.

Still want sleep though :/

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A thousand 'thank you's to you (:

I woke up, like, a while ago. I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, didn't feel good waking up at all. There's school tomorrow and this house is just so fucked up. Screw everything. I just wanna sleep and hope I wake up somewhere else. Maybe God could swap my soul with someone and live their life for a change. Maybe, I'll just realise how lucky or unlucky I really am.

Sleeeeeep. ):

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Last night was effing crazy. Drank whisky with Jeff, Shaun, Basil, Soon Kiat, Emily and Albert. Drank quite alot and got so fucking high. I can't even remember what I said or did but I do remember puking outside the toilet. And seriously, before I always asked myself, "why can't people just hold their puke til they go to the bowl or something?" and now I know why. It's seriously, impossible. -.- I just hope they don't find out who puked there :PP

Anyways, only Soon Kiat and Emily were sober so they went home. Shaun, Albert and Basil crashed at my place and slept in my brothers' room. Due to red bull, I couldn't sleep at all at night. I ended up bathing, trying to sleep, slack in my brother's room, tried to sleep again, bathe again and lied down on the couch. No sleep at all and I got church later D:

Sigh, but feeling sober is super awesome so yeah, lesson learnt; Do not drink so much!!

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Dear Retainers,

I hate you. Alot. Thank you for making my gum bleed this morning. For that, I'm skipping you tonight so I can allow my gum to recover. Yeah, screw you. ):

Goodbye.

P.S. I'm too sleepy to study. Shall do chem til I fall asleep tonight. Sigh.

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We should relax alittle once in a while. Heh, watch this if you're feeling stressed out and stuff :D I promise you, you'll laugh alot :D

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OMG. I fucking swear, putting on my retainers again after months of absence FUCKING HURTS. I can't even put them in properly and it's killing my mouth -.- The top one isn't so bad but the bottom one is sooo $#%^%$^@!!!

First I mixed up my chem and physics paper dates and now I can't study properly. Argh! Redemption.

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Why does Japan have all the luxury of having extremely sexy Lambert pictures in magazines. WHY?! WHY!? Urrrgh. I so need to find out with hotel room Lambert stayed in when he was in SG and which blanket he used and which cup he drank from etc etc. Must stalk...

Oh lol, and his pic is from his twitter ;D He's awesome ♥

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Urrghh. Need someone to help me kill Humbaba but in-game friend is not coming online :/ Damn you!

Also, went shopping with mum and I seriously went shopping instead of helping pick things for her, sis, bro, dad whatever :D Got some weird honey and coconut shampoo and conditioner. I'mma try it on Sunday since tomorrow I'm not washing my hair. Oh, and China Blue soap from Marks and Spencer. Mmmm fragrancy~

Also bought some other products and yeah. I forgot. I think I'm tired at this moment. And my head hurts. Goodnight. And I will greet the next morning with China Blue again~

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Dear books and Atlantica,

I'm sorry I'm neglecting you two but for now, I need to study. Don't worry, after exams, I will read and play you (:

Lotsa love;
Your reader/player

P.S. PS3, I miss you too ♥

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Urrrgh! Just a while ago, a piece of shit tried adding me as a friend on facebook. -.- Guess what you piece of shit, I just ignored you and forever will. For a fucking long time, I've been trying to erase you from my fucking life, it's been going so fucking well until you decided to fucking add me -.- I accept random requests from random people cause I think they just wanna make friends with me and some of them actually make it to my pen-pal list but not you bitch. YOU WILL NEVER BE A FUCKING FRIEND OF MINE EVER. EVER. READ MY FUCKING WORDS. NEVER IN MY LIFE. (provided you're reading and I fucking hope not!)

You were the worst thing that happened in my life. Even worst than my mum falling ill, even worst than my brother smoking, even worst than whatever shit that happened to me put together. YOU'RE THE FUCKING WORST and I hope you fucking get that.

Please, don't try to add yourself into my life cause you're just a fucking annoying/irritating/ugly zit waiting to be popped and gotten rid off. So why should I add you in if I'm gonna dispose you anyways? Oh yes! So I can do so the meanest possible way and be your fucking nightmare. But, I'm too nice for that (:

Seriously, I want us to be strangers. Like, "I-dont-know-you-and-just-wanna-avoid-you-cause-you're-so-freaking-ugly-and-irritating-and-gross-and-retarded(in a bad way)-and-yeah-ugly." cause I really wish you'll disappear. Best from this world. I know, it's a sin to curse but I hate you this.fucking.much.

And people who think I'm overreacting, maybe I am but hey, I can feel whatever I want. Especially since all feelings of contempt goes to you, ass.

On a brighter note, I think studying at the dining room area works better for me. Too many distractions here. Lol.

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I just got back from CHIJMES. Apparently my brother THOUGHT he got his pay today but he didn't, so I had to lend him 150 for my own birthday dinner ): Nvm, I'm getting back 180 since there's interest >D Kekekekeke

Anyways, headed to Plaza Sing first cause he wanted to meet Shaun for a movie but the tickets were all sold out so we went to the grand cathay but astons was full so we decided to cab down to Marina. Half-way there, I made a comment saying that I've always wanted to go to CHIJMES but I didn't mean tonight, however, he abruptly stopped the cab driver and we went to CHIJMES lol. Ate at the place below (the one that looks like rome). Jessie and I shared a 10" pizza while Shaun bought garlic bread. He gave Jessie and I one long piece each. Jessie had orange juice. Shaun, Jeff and I had Johnnie Walker ;D but mine with added coke :|

After eating, Jeff and Jessie bought another 2 glasses of orange juice and Shaun was browsing through the menu. In the end, he chose a drink called... Blowjob. LOL. And the convo went like...

Waitress: What can I get you?
Shaun: Can I order blowjob?
Waitress: One blowjob? Okay

*after a while*

Jeff: Hey Shaun, I dare you to ask the Waitress for your blowjob.
Shaun: Erm, excuse me, just now I ordered a blowjob.
Waitress: Oh, you ordered a blowjob?
Shaun: Yeah I did, how long would it take?
Waitress: Erm, wait a moment

*blowjob comes*

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE sick people naming drinks sick names. Apparently, the blowjob was nice and that the really tiny drink caused 18 bucks. All in all, our bill for 4 people went up to $147. Nice..

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