Sunday 28 September 2008 ; 20:57 {♥}
ahaha
i havn't been blogging
nothing interesting to blog about
Daddy went back to L.A.
business again
GOOD LUCK DADDY! :DD
sent him off at the airport
went with jessie
then went to buy coffee and coffee bean
after that went to kallang
met darling and lavonne
jessie = nuisance AGAIN
but i love the both of you loads <3
tomorrow mother tongue
jesus, i don't think i can past :/
that'll be like a miracle
just like social studies
so fucking sleepy now ):
i think i'm off to bed
night night <3
(:
i havn't been blogging
nothing interesting to blog about
Daddy went back to L.A.
business again
GOOD LUCK DADDY! :DD
sent him off at the airport
went with jessie
then went to buy coffee and coffee bean
after that went to kallang
met darling and lavonne
jessie = nuisance AGAIN
but i love the both of you loads <3
tomorrow mother tongue
jesus, i don't think i can past :/
that'll be like a miracle
just like social studies
so fucking sleepy now ):
i think i'm off to bed
night night <3
(:
xoxo {♥}
Thursday 25 September 2008 ; 19:25 {♥}
FUCKING SCREW SOCIAL STUDIES!
had 3 papers
english, english and ss
i fucked at SS
it's like trying to remember so much on the stupid
FDEL, PAMOV, AIDE, AIIDEDE, AIIDEDE, ADEIEDA, AIDEIAIDIAIEIDIAD, ADIE!
then come out the stupid iraq and what kuih country
like what the fuck la
bet i'm gonna fail
forget about that
the reminders on my previous post are like WRONG!
but SANGEETHA go and KUKU-LY FOLLOWED WHAT I TYPED ;DD
haha
i don't understand why people listen to whatever crap i say
need to study maths
and got the bloody DandT board to do
had 3 papers
english, english and ss
i fucked at SS
it's like trying to remember so much on the stupid
FDEL, PAMOV, AIDE, AIIDEDE, AIIDEDE, ADEIEDA, AIDEIAIDIAIEIDIAD, ADIE!
then come out the stupid iraq and what kuih country
like what the fuck la
bet i'm gonna fail
forget about that
the reminders on my previous post are like WRONG!
but SANGEETHA go and KUKU-LY FOLLOWED WHAT I TYPED ;DD
haha
i don't understand why people listen to whatever crap i say
need to study maths
and got the bloody DandT board to do
xoxo {♥}
Wednesday 24 September 2008 ; 21:29 {♥}
Darling baked this and made it for me ♥had an argument yesterday
as can be seen from previous post
and now i'm fine
with abit of lose pieces hanging off me here and there
(don't worry, it's not literal)
oops. i mean WE'RE fine
baby, i love you
anyways
tomorrow is english paper 1, paper 2 and social studies
hopefully i can think better tomorrow
and hopefully score at least 1 for social studies because so far, i have been scoring 0
seriously.
for SS, need to remember:
SEQ is FDEL
SBQ is AIDE
for similarities, it is AIDE
differences, it is AIDEDE
BAH!
i fucking hate social studies
i try and try but i can't seem to get it
God, help me, please
xoxo {♥}
Tuesday 23 September 2008 ; 21:34 {♥}
YOU FUCKING DRIVE ME UP THE WALL!
What the fuck is wrong with you?
you say you wanna make the relationship strong but where's your fucking effort!?
i don't care if it's passionate or not
but i HATE it when you get clingy
and when i tell you about the problems, half way through you leave
do you really love me as much as you fucking say?
i don't know if our relationship can last long at this rate
i'm-fucking-going-nuts
and i fucking can't stand it anymore
there is so much i want to shout out at you
so many things i wanna yell
i feel like a naggy mother of 10 children
but i don't fucking care
there are reasons i'm telling you all these problems
and there are reasons i want you to listen to me
don't interfer in my personal life
please!
i share 1/3 of my life with you
1/3 with family and
1/3 with FRIENDS/work
your not the only one i want to spend time with
and i hate it when you complain about them to me
because at the same time, they complain about YOU to ME
any idea how stressing it is to be the middle?
fuck, if you love me, THINK!
i just wanna cry everything out now
i don't want us to break up
i really don't
but sometimes you seriously drive me to my fucking limits
i love you
so please, if you love me, put yourself in my shoes
i'm not stress cause of work, school or family
honestly, most my stress comes from this relationship
What the fuck is wrong with you?
you say you wanna make the relationship strong but where's your fucking effort!?
i don't care if it's passionate or not
but i HATE it when you get clingy
and when i tell you about the problems, half way through you leave
do you really love me as much as you fucking say?
i don't know if our relationship can last long at this rate
i'm-fucking-going-nuts
and i fucking can't stand it anymore
there is so much i want to shout out at you
so many things i wanna yell
i feel like a naggy mother of 10 children
but i don't fucking care
there are reasons i'm telling you all these problems
and there are reasons i want you to listen to me
don't interfer in my personal life
please!
i share 1/3 of my life with you
1/3 with family and
1/3 with FRIENDS/work
your not the only one i want to spend time with
and i hate it when you complain about them to me
because at the same time, they complain about YOU to ME
any idea how stressing it is to be the middle?
fuck, if you love me, THINK!
i just wanna cry everything out now
i don't want us to break up
i really don't
but sometimes you seriously drive me to my fucking limits
i love you
so please, if you love me, put yourself in my shoes
i'm not stress cause of work, school or family
honestly, most my stress comes from this relationship
xoxo {♥}
Monday 22 September 2008 ; 18:30 {♥}
hehehe
funny but true
Miley Cyrus- 7 Things (Spoof)
hehe
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funny but true
Miley Cyrus- 7 Things (Spoof)
hehe
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editted (9:59pm) :
I have been STUDYING
yes... S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G
i'm not kidding o.o
alot on physics
just trying to remember the past parts
now i wanna buck up on SS and maths
ESPECIALLY maths
cause thats the compulsory subject to pass aside from english
i'm not worried about english at all
today we had to pass up this group compo thinggy
i was the one who was suppose to do
but i left my A4 PAPER at home so i had to redo
and i wrote alot of fuck rubbish
(or at least, i thought i did)
cause i was practically asleep doing it xDD
and then cher marked it on the visualiser and i'm like 'woah..'
T.F. : 8-9/10
Language: 14/20 (i could have done better :D)
Total: 22-25/30
hehe
and dear gave me 'the stare' o.o uguu~
oh and then we had chemistry
we got back our test papers
and i was like 'woah..' again
i totally SUCK at chem
like seriously, i'm fucking bad at it
i don't even remember the difference with covalence and ionic..
mm.. actually, maybe i do
but still..
i didn't expect my score to be so.. erm. high(?)
there were higher but i'm still shock
SEE DARLING!
without studying, i still won't retain!
i <3 you
nothing much happened after
had meeting
went to Jennys to slack
came back home
STUDIED
lol. not really... more like, i attempted SS homework
and one was about fertility rate
and i was thinking...
if the government wanted us to have more kids..
why don't they ban condoms?
and make abortions illegal?
that way, the fertility rate would ZOOM up!
seriously! lol
come on girls! grab your guy's penis and get to work! :DD
i'm feeling fucked up tired and high now
screw life
i just need you and me
♥
I have been STUDYING
yes... S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G
i'm not kidding o.o
alot on physics
just trying to remember the past parts
now i wanna buck up on SS and maths
ESPECIALLY maths
cause thats the compulsory subject to pass aside from english
i'm not worried about english at all
today we had to pass up this group compo thinggy
i was the one who was suppose to do
but i left my A4 PAPER at home so i had to redo
and i wrote alot of fuck rubbish
(or at least, i thought i did)
cause i was practically asleep doing it xDD
and then cher marked it on the visualiser and i'm like 'woah..'
T.F. : 8-9/10
Language: 14/20 (i could have done better :D)
Total: 22-25/30
hehe
and dear gave me 'the stare' o.o uguu~
oh and then we had chemistry
we got back our test papers
and i was like 'woah..' again
i totally SUCK at chem
like seriously, i'm fucking bad at it
i don't even remember the difference with covalence and ionic..
mm.. actually, maybe i do
but still..
i didn't expect my score to be so.. erm. high(?)
there were higher but i'm still shock
SEE DARLING!
without studying, i still won't retain!
i <3 you
nothing much happened after
had meeting
went to Jennys to slack
came back home
STUDIED
lol. not really... more like, i attempted SS homework
and one was about fertility rate
and i was thinking...
if the government wanted us to have more kids..
why don't they ban condoms?
and make abortions illegal?
that way, the fertility rate would ZOOM up!
seriously! lol
come on girls! grab your guy's penis and get to work! :DD
i'm feeling fucked up tired and high now
screw life
i just need you and me
♥
xoxo {♥}
Friday 19 September 2008 ; 22:38 {♥}
I've been obsessing over body shapes nowadays
i always wanted the hourglass figure
and i thought that we could obtain it
but, it's body structure
so it can't be changed
i always thought that i was a pear shape
because of my 'extremely' big thighs and ass
so i called myself a pear-shaped-chick
but i did more reading and i found out..
i can't fucking hell be a pear shape
my breasts arn't small at all
Body Types Website
i read this website
they even tell you what your body shape is
but you must take your measurements first ;)
i was fucking surprised with the results
i'm a freaking hourglass :D
believable or not
FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HAPPY! :D
muahahaa
not many people know my measurements so they can't say anything
i shall thank my breasts once in a while (:
chest-waist-hip
36.5"-28"-34" ;)
i always wanted the hourglass figure
and i thought that we could obtain it
but, it's body structure
so it can't be changed
i always thought that i was a pear shape
because of my 'extremely' big thighs and ass
so i called myself a pear-shaped-chick
but i did more reading and i found out..
i can't fucking hell be a pear shape
my breasts arn't small at all
Body Types Website
i read this website
they even tell you what your body shape is
but you must take your measurements first ;)
i was fucking surprised with the results
i'm a freaking hourglass :D
believable or not
FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HAPPY! :D
muahahaa
not many people know my measurements so they can't say anything
i shall thank my breasts once in a while (:
chest-waist-hip
36.5"-28"-34" ;)
xoxo {♥}
; 22:38 {♥}
Aside from my current disgrace of a CCA, i have joined a new club,
VEGETARIAN (and fruits) CLUB! :D
population: 4!
members:
our retards! :D
Syafiq
Christine
Michelle
PohGeok
Bottom picture for more details:
can't really see
hmm..
SYAFIQ:
president! TRUNIP
CHRISTINE:
vice-president! CARROT
MICHELLE:
secretary! TOMATO
POHGEOK:
graphix designer! CABBAGE
:D
future members who WISH to join are NOT invited :D
invites would be given to thsoe who we think is WORTHY
don't feel bad
only smart asses and fucked up retards like us can join
e-mail me your enquires at:
girl_fuckyourules@hotmail.com
THANKS :D
VEGETARIAN (and fruits) CLUB! :D
population: 4!
members:
our retards! :D
Syafiq
Christine
Michelle
PohGeok
Bottom picture for more details:
can't really see
hmm..
SYAFIQ:
president! TRUNIP
CHRISTINE:
vice-president! CARROT
MICHELLE:
secretary! TOMATO
POHGEOK:
graphix designer! CABBAGE
:D
future members who WISH to join are NOT invited :D
invites would be given to thsoe who we think is WORTHY
don't feel bad
only smart asses and fucked up retards like us can join
e-mail me your enquires at:
girl_fuckyourules@hotmail.com
THANKS :D
xoxo {♥}
Wednesday 17 September 2008 ; 22:20 {♥}
school
boring once again.
then Tampines once again
same couch once again
same people once again
oh! but this time got addition.
POH GEOK!
hehe
we went to eat at KFC
met syafiq later on and then headed straight for the couch
we sat on the fifth floor
and oh god, we were being such a nuisance
we sat directly outside the elevators and waited for the one directly infront of us to reach our level
and then we would do really stupid things to get the people's attention
some of the reactions were FUCKING funny x)
and we laughed SO much
it was like we lost 1kg or more :DD
we did simple things like stare at people
and then we started pointing out the window pretending there was something outside
and people just stupidly go and look
it made us lifeless people laugh like mad
and my right knee was red because i kept slapping it
laughter kills.
i know.
but dying is fun so be it.
after that syafiq thought of making phrases on foolscape paper
and we just displayed it infront of us when people leave the elevators
some even bothered to read what we wrote x))
then Tampines once again
same couch once again
same people once again
oh! but this time got addition.
POH GEOK!
hehe
we went to eat at KFC
met syafiq later on and then headed straight for the couch
we sat on the fifth floor
and oh god, we were being such a nuisance
we sat directly outside the elevators and waited for the one directly infront of us to reach our level
and then we would do really stupid things to get the people's attention
some of the reactions were FUCKING funny x)
and we laughed SO much
it was like we lost 1kg or more :DD
we did simple things like stare at people
and then we started pointing out the window pretending there was something outside
and people just stupidly go and look
it made us lifeless people laugh like mad
and my right knee was red because i kept slapping it
laughter kills.
i know.
but dying is fun so be it.
after that syafiq thought of making phrases on foolscape paper
and we just displayed it infront of us when people leave the elevators
some even bothered to read what we wrote x))
Syafiq carried the 'I got Foolscape'Christine carried the 'I'm Stupid'
I carried the '<- I am with Stupid' (i had to stand on her left all the time x))
PohGeok carried the 'Why am I here?!'
after that we decided to walk around tampines carrying these phrases.
fuck funny!
people kept looking at us, some laughing and some giving the fuck face
on the way to the women toilet in tampines, a gay saw us!
and syafiq was like 'omg omg omg'
because he was carrying my bag and didn't wanna look gay
we didn't want his attention you see x)
haha
(by the way, i own a hot pink tote bag, so you can imagine syafiq's expression)
;)
then we decided to all head home
i showered, studied abit of physics
but i got distracted cause dear called me just now
i'm pissed off
stupid.
do you really want me to force myself
what i hate about being the opposite couple :/
stress
xoxo {♥}
Tuesday 16 September 2008 ; 22:02 {♥}
another boring school day
ECP ;)
and dooddling
decided to put up my pic
sorry i didn't scan it.
was lazy so i took a pic and just editted it to make it look more vintage
:D
tired tired
thank god school starts at 9 tomorrow
inspired by PARADISE KISS ;)
I'll scan and colour the pic next time
i'm too lazy nowadays.
By the way,
PASS THE ALIEN! :D
help him rule the class! x))
and dooddling
decided to put up my pic
sorry i didn't scan it.
was lazy so i took a pic and just editted it to make it look more vintage
:D
tired tired
thank god school starts at 9 tomorrow
inspired by PARADISE KISS ;)I'll scan and colour the pic next time
i'm too lazy nowadays.
By the way,
PASS THE ALIEN! :D
help him rule the class! x))
xoxo {♥}
Monday 15 September 2008 ; 19:44 {♥}
School.
dear and i didn't treat each other SO badly
we still talk
no more stranger-ness :D
Went to Tampines with Christine today
later met up with syafiq
kept walking around and went retarded
OH!
went to Toys-R-Us and played with stuff :D
SPIDERMAN AND DORA! -3- *smoochie smoochie*
then slacked at century
went to sit on the couch infront of the elevators
was tired
then decided to take retarded pictures x)
we still talk
no more stranger-ness :D
Went to Tampines with Christine today
later met up with syafiq
kept walking around and went retarded
OH!
went to Toys-R-Us and played with stuff :D
SPIDERMAN AND DORA! -3- *smoochie smoochie*
then slacked at century
went to sit on the couch infront of the elevators
was tired
then decided to take retarded pictures x)
Pink! uneditted :D
i know we're retards.
That's just how it's suppose to be :D
Love my peeps LOADS (:
That's just how it's suppose to be :D
Love my peeps LOADS (:
xoxo {♥}
Sunday 14 September 2008 ; 09:17 {♥}
michelle is gonna take the quiz sangee posted! :D
Name 20 people you can think of now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do it (as if i would) :D
1. Limyi
2. Emily
3. Christine
4. Sangeetha
5. Hilmi
6. Khairyll
7. Clayton
8. PohGeok
9. Rachele
10. Ledia
11. Hannah
12. Yolanda
13. Christopher
14. Maya
15. Jia En
16. Chaitali
17. Jessie
18. Jeff
19. Amy
20. Syafiq
How did you meet 14?
Erm.. Kindergarten year 1 i think..
How would you do if you never meet 1?
I'll still be single, unattached and probaby will never feel the meaning of love for a long time :/
What if 9 and 20 dated?
Do they even know each other? x)
Will 6 and 17 date?
Omg. NO o.o
Describe 3.
Erm.. My opposite? :D
is 8 attractive?
to me, YES! I LOVE POH GEOK! :D i like your hair (:
Describe 7.
Erm. Tall, kinda tanned, chinese look malay :/
Do you know of 12 family members?
Erm, yeah, i've met them all a few times
What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he likes you?
OMG. EW! INCEST INCEST! x)
What language does 15 speak?
English and Chinese (:
Who is 9 going out with?
Some guy from her class
How old is 16?
15! :D
When was the last time you spoke to 13?
Quite a while back. Was it 2 days back? can't remember
Who is 2 favourite band or singer?
Gazette is one of them ;)
Would you ever date 4?
I'm not lesbian. I'm dating someone else :D
Would you ever date 1?
YES YES YES YES! :D
is 19 single?
Apparently so (:
What is 10 last name?
Heng :D i think...
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
tsk. i'm not lesbian
School of 3?
Temasek Secondary
Where does 16 live?
Singapore :D
What is your favourite thing about 5?
The way you seem innocent >.>
Have you ever seen 2 naked?
YES! when we were little kids :D
1. Limyi
2. Emily
3. Christine
4. Sangeetha
5. Hilmi
6. Khairyll
7. Clayton
8. PohGeok
9. Rachele
10. Ledia
11. Hannah
12. Yolanda
13. Christopher
14. Maya
15. Jia En
16. Chaitali
17. Jessie
18. Jeff
19. Amy
20. Syafiq
How did you meet 14?
Erm.. Kindergarten year 1 i think..
How would you do if you never meet 1?
I'll still be single, unattached and probaby will never feel the meaning of love for a long time :/
What if 9 and 20 dated?
Do they even know each other? x)
Will 6 and 17 date?
Omg. NO o.o
Describe 3.
Erm.. My opposite? :D
is 8 attractive?
to me, YES! I LOVE POH GEOK! :D i like your hair (:
Describe 7.
Erm. Tall, kinda tanned, chinese look malay :/
Do you know of 12 family members?
Erm, yeah, i've met them all a few times
What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he likes you?
OMG. EW! INCEST INCEST! x)
What language does 15 speak?
English and Chinese (:
Who is 9 going out with?
Some guy from her class
How old is 16?
15! :D
When was the last time you spoke to 13?
Quite a while back. Was it 2 days back? can't remember
Who is 2 favourite band or singer?
Gazette is one of them ;)
Would you ever date 4?
I'm not lesbian. I'm dating someone else :D
Would you ever date 1?
YES YES YES YES! :D
is 19 single?
Apparently so (:
What is 10 last name?
Heng :D i think...
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
tsk. i'm not lesbian
School of 3?
Temasek Secondary
Where does 16 live?
Singapore :D
What is your favourite thing about 5?
The way you seem innocent >.>
Have you ever seen 2 naked?
YES! when we were little kids :D
i want more questions leh..
Hmph.
too bad
Hmph.
too bad
xoxo {♥}
Saturday 13 September 2008 ; 14:14 {♥}
should i say i'm bored? ;)
big sis small sis day!
going bring lil sis to watch a movie soon :D
loves
xoxo {♥}
Thursday 11 September 2008 ; 21:21 {♥}
i just don't understand people.
we didn't have any problems, any problems at all
until you stepped into the picture
it was after that long hour, everything started changing
and it's driving me crazy
now we act like strangers
when he walks pass me, i feel as if i'm being ignored
but i feel as if i'm ignoring him as well
now i even have difficulties thinking of us going out
i feel as if people are watching
i just feel the need to say FUCK OFF
i understand the situation inside school but OUTSIDE!?
as long as we're not in our uniform, that's our problem
oh god
just leave us alone, please!
i can't concentrate in class and i feel a huge sense of guilt
is this your disguised way of breaking us up?
1 month, 1 week and i'm not stopping there
i know you care and i understand
but there are limitations to how much you can barge in
i KNOW how to take care of myself
i know what to look for in a role model
but your just someone i don't want to follow
yes, you can say i'm modern and free but well, thats how i am
i'm wild and retarded but thats how i was brought up to be
i'm just really hoping you would step back
my situation now is terrible
i'm on the verge of breaking down
it's also plus the extra stress from work
look at me and talk to me,
tell me you actually KNOW me well
i may not show it but i'm really pissed and confused
i just cover it with the look of innocence and happiness
i love my dear to the core
please don't get me mentally unstabble
it's driving the both of us mad
we didn't have any problems, any problems at all
until you stepped into the picture
it was after that long hour, everything started changing
and it's driving me crazy
now we act like strangers
when he walks pass me, i feel as if i'm being ignored
but i feel as if i'm ignoring him as well
now i even have difficulties thinking of us going out
i feel as if people are watching
i just feel the need to say FUCK OFF
i understand the situation inside school but OUTSIDE!?
as long as we're not in our uniform, that's our problem
oh god
just leave us alone, please!
i can't concentrate in class and i feel a huge sense of guilt
is this your disguised way of breaking us up?
1 month, 1 week and i'm not stopping there
i know you care and i understand
but there are limitations to how much you can barge in
i KNOW how to take care of myself
i know what to look for in a role model
but your just someone i don't want to follow
yes, you can say i'm modern and free but well, thats how i am
i'm wild and retarded but thats how i was brought up to be
i'm just really hoping you would step back
my situation now is terrible
i'm on the verge of breaking down
it's also plus the extra stress from work
look at me and talk to me,
tell me you actually KNOW me well
i may not show it but i'm really pissed and confused
i just cover it with the look of innocence and happiness
i love my dear to the core
please don't get me mentally unstabble
it's driving the both of us mad
xoxo {♥}
Monday 8 September 2008 ; 21:12 {♥}
fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school fuck school
fuck you ;)
i'm like really pissed now
there is SS homework and malay homework
i did SS workbook already
but bloody, i left my test paper in school
go early tomorrow and copy
but with changes of course
baby dear,
don't forget my badge
or else i can't photoshoot ):
AMEN AMEN AMEN!
tomorrow no CCA!
JESUS! I LOVE YOU!
pink earrings ♥ xoxo {♥}
Sunday 7 September 2008 ; 21:44 {♥}
omg
fucking school tomorrow
i'm trying to enjoy the last bit of my holidays right now but i can't
i want to go back to school cause i can see darling
but i don't want cause i just don't want the busy things to pop out again
i hate school life
just one more, one fucking term more
everything will be done after
but N levels would be coming sooner
arrgh
leadership competition
it just can't leave my mind
i WANT it to come soon so it can bloody hell end soon
so i can start on a new project and pass it down
*pray pray pray pray*
-♥♥♥-
i shall enjoy abit of it
will sit here with your hoodie wrapped around me
the more i can smell your scent,
the more i miss your presence.
the more i hug it,
the more i wanna glomp on you.
the more i put my lips on it,
the more i wanna kiss you.
baby, i love you
fucking school tomorrow
i'm trying to enjoy the last bit of my holidays right now but i can't
i want to go back to school cause i can see darling
but i don't want cause i just don't want the busy things to pop out again
i hate school life
just one more, one fucking term more
everything will be done after
but N levels would be coming sooner
arrgh
leadership competition
it just can't leave my mind
i WANT it to come soon so it can bloody hell end soon
so i can start on a new project and pass it down
*pray pray pray pray*
-♥♥♥-
i shall enjoy abit of it
will sit here with your hoodie wrapped around me
the more i can smell your scent,
the more i miss your presence.
the more i hug it,
the more i wanna glomp on you.
the more i put my lips on it,
the more i wanna kiss you.
baby, i love you
xoxo {♥}
; 18:28 {♥}
I havn't blogged in a while
i'm here (:
but i still havn't thought of what to say :/
hm..but i still havn't thought of what to say :/
didn't do much. sick x(
and my voice is still soo croaky
oh oh
Daddy got back to LA today
(:
and i told him about my missing house card :/
he said that it's really troublesome to get another one
so i won't bother him again until later
maybe borrow his card for now
since his leaving for Indonesia tomorrow
another freaking business trip
ah ah~
i just finished reading Moe Kare yesterday
omg!
i LOVE LOVE LOVE the ending x)
Hikaru X Arata!
romance babyy~ xDD
yes yes, i'm a geek (:
and loves being one
♥
and loves being one
♥
xoxo {♥}
Thursday 4 September 2008 ; 11:48 {♥}
Great timing to be sick isn't it?
holidays are here and i'm stuck at home.
not becausae i'm force to but cause i have no mood whatsoever to go out
it's one of those feelings you know :/
I fell sick cause of 'camp' ):
i slept on the den floor, with both aircons turned on, without any sleeping bag,
and wearing FBT shorts x(
i'm stupid to forget my sleeping bag. haha
but now i'm tired and sick
my body aches and i can't move much
got dental appointment later but i seriously have no mood to go
and i don't want to postpone cause i wanna take it out soon
BUUT i have a feeling i won't be taking it out YET
which is retarded because the dentist will always cheat my feelings ):
stupid gap
now i have to keep shutting down on dear
everytime he wanna go out, i won't
i just want my flu to go away
illnesses have extremely 'good' timing nowadays
and i think i'm PMS-ing so my temper now is like... urrgh. i can blow up soon
my whole holiday is wasted
the only good part is that emily stayed over yesterday night
she had brother issues and i asked if she wanted to sleep over
so she did
there was suppose to be something on at 2 but..
i didn't receive it -.-"
maybe cause you were half asleep that you forgot?
sigh. now typing all these out, i feel so tired and sleepy
i wanna die soon (:
evolution is coming
lets die together and live in the afterlife together
i'll feel like shit if one day i'm alive and everyone'e dead.
suicide.
yes, now the word seems so much more peaceful (:
holidays are here and i'm stuck at home.
not becausae i'm force to but cause i have no mood whatsoever to go out
it's one of those feelings you know :/
I fell sick cause of 'camp' ):
i slept on the den floor, with both aircons turned on, without any sleeping bag,
and wearing FBT shorts x(
i'm stupid to forget my sleeping bag. haha
but now i'm tired and sick
my body aches and i can't move much
got dental appointment later but i seriously have no mood to go
and i don't want to postpone cause i wanna take it out soon
BUUT i have a feeling i won't be taking it out YET
which is retarded because the dentist will always cheat my feelings ):
stupid gap
now i have to keep shutting down on dear
everytime he wanna go out, i won't
i just want my flu to go away
illnesses have extremely 'good' timing nowadays
and i think i'm PMS-ing so my temper now is like... urrgh. i can blow up soon
my whole holiday is wasted
the only good part is that emily stayed over yesterday night
she had brother issues and i asked if she wanted to sleep over
so she did
there was suppose to be something on at 2 but..
i didn't receive it -.-"
maybe cause you were half asleep that you forgot?
sigh. now typing all these out, i feel so tired and sleepy
i wanna die soon (:
evolution is coming
lets die together and live in the afterlife together
i'll feel like shit if one day i'm alive and everyone'e dead.
suicide.
yes, now the word seems so much more peaceful (:
xoxo {♥}
Tuesday 2 September 2008 ; 00:39 {♥}
CAMP!!
mini camp (:
in school now. using some teacher's computer
thank god got internet connectiong
in staff room (:
so many fun things going on x))
had alot of sugar today so i'm wide awake
i feel so empty without my phone right now
it's like in the den
DEAR~~
what happened to your phone
i sms, you never reply.
i call, i can't get through
did something bad happen?
love you
sigh
i'm like slacking now
later going to take night shower
and MAYBE do our strawberry/cucumber facial mask :DD
haha
i know, we're really retarded
tomorrow his going to confront her
not my dear limyi but someone other.. er.. 'man'
so look out (:
eh eh. not even tomorrow
more like later in the morning since now is soooo early
x)
too much caffeine and sugar
my eyes are like o.o
except i'm smiling. don't think i'm crazy though. haha
jolene and your tamagotchi.. -.-"
haha
now with your hand games
but hey, i'm the slacker with a currently dirty shirt and my purple FBTs :D
okay.. i think i got alot more things to say but nevermind
i don't think i got time to type everything out
night.
xoxo {♥}
Monday 1 September 2008 ; 11:26 {♥}
Off for 'camp' (:
back tomorrow evening around 7-8 (??)
can't reply anything until then
unless somehow use the comp in school.
back tomorrow evening around 7-8 (??)
can't reply anything until then
unless somehow use the comp in school.
xoxo {♥}
; 01:41 {♥}
I've tried and tried
i just can't go to sleep
i've been through deep thinking and i just have to say it.
i just can't go to sleep
i've been through deep thinking and i just have to say it.
You said that ever since i got together with him, i have changed.
guess what, i agree.
but do you have any idea what changes i've been through
let me tell you all this.
did you know, it was BECAUSE of HIM i actually built up my guts and courage to stand my ground?
not because he asked me to but because i felt the need to.
and this is YOUR MONEY i'm fighting for.
HIS FACE and reputation is what i'm argueing for.
the way I can't GIVE IN anymore.
i have SNAPPED.
and when i say i have TOLERATED for almost a year, i'm not lying.
it was because i saw YOU as a FRIEND that i didn't say anything.
instead, i was doing a grave mistake.
people said i've changed,
look at yourself and tell me you havn't?
And how dare you say 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM'
you see, 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM' can also refer to my BROTHER
and i KNOW my brother well
he smokes, he drinks, he's a rebel
does he steal?
NO
the whole lot of you should try making friends with these 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM's
simply because if you bothered knowing more about them,
you will realise they arn't all that bad
they have FAMILY problems
thats why they are what they are
but one thing i learn from them is that,
they don't JUDGE cause of FRIENDS.
they JUDGE who they THINK/BELIEVE/KNOW is right
face it, do you EVEN KNOW what YOUR saying?
have YOU been through what ACTUAL hell is?
i can say i have but compare yourself to these 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM's,
you realise, everything so far is heaven.
that's how shitty their life can be
imagine, people accusing you everyday when you put in the effort to change
it's because of YOU PEOPLE that these 'rebels' stay the way they are
yes, i have known Limyi for just 1 month.
but don't forget, i've known my brother all my life
please, don't insult them that way
don't even judge them anyway you like just because you only know the exterior
none of you actually know these 'rebels'
i support yellow ribbon.
i bet you don't.
if you do, prove it
as for this whole case, i'm only AGAINST one person. don't misunderstand me
well, i'm not the only one at least.
guess what, i agree.
but do you have any idea what changes i've been through
let me tell you all this.
did you know, it was BECAUSE of HIM i actually built up my guts and courage to stand my ground?
not because he asked me to but because i felt the need to.
and this is YOUR MONEY i'm fighting for.
HIS FACE and reputation is what i'm argueing for.
the way I can't GIVE IN anymore.
i have SNAPPED.
and when i say i have TOLERATED for almost a year, i'm not lying.
it was because i saw YOU as a FRIEND that i didn't say anything.
instead, i was doing a grave mistake.
people said i've changed,
look at yourself and tell me you havn't?
And how dare you say 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM'
you see, 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM' can also refer to my BROTHER
and i KNOW my brother well
he smokes, he drinks, he's a rebel
does he steal?
NO
the whole lot of you should try making friends with these 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM's
simply because if you bothered knowing more about them,
you will realise they arn't all that bad
they have FAMILY problems
thats why they are what they are
but one thing i learn from them is that,
they don't JUDGE cause of FRIENDS.
they JUDGE who they THINK/BELIEVE/KNOW is right
face it, do you EVEN KNOW what YOUR saying?
have YOU been through what ACTUAL hell is?
i can say i have but compare yourself to these 'SOMEONE LIKE HIM's,
you realise, everything so far is heaven.
that's how shitty their life can be
imagine, people accusing you everyday when you put in the effort to change
it's because of YOU PEOPLE that these 'rebels' stay the way they are
yes, i have known Limyi for just 1 month.
but don't forget, i've known my brother all my life
please, don't insult them that way
don't even judge them anyway you like just because you only know the exterior
none of you actually know these 'rebels'
i support yellow ribbon.
i bet you don't.
if you do, prove it
as for this whole case, i'm only AGAINST one person. don't misunderstand me
well, i'm not the only one at least.
xoxo {♥}
