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Lol. I look like a postcard baby :P Anyways, if I'm going back to Indonesia next year, I might as well come back here. The water is crystal clear blue and it's so pretty. This way, I won't think of going back as a drag or something I really dislike. I really wanna go back here ):

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:DDDDD Awesome! Almost all of the great female vocalists are in this ♥

Except Miley. -.- Annoying much. Jojo should have been put in, not you ): hehe, personal preference.

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Last night, I was reading and then I smiled. Cause something touched me (: *Refer to Facebook lol* Reading really does take the edge off things and transports you to a different place as a different someone and different life. Maybe that's why I'm in love with The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time as well as A Million Little Pieces. These books were written as the narrator was thinking, watching, smelling, tasting etc etc and it's captivating because they are not normal. One is suffering from Autism and the other his addiction but nonetheless, both are fighting and both thoughts are shared. I love books which really pulls it's readers in and at the end of the day, we'll view life more differently.

Reading is definitely a healthy escape, depending on the book you choose to read. (:

Anyways, going to church on the 23rd I think. Matthew's confirmation and I so can't skip this opportunity to see the Arc Bishop live kekekekeke. God bless ;D

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I feel sick right now. Nauseous for God knows what reason. Maybe cause I ate and then immediately laid down. Maybe my headaches were caused by too much gaming, music and lack of fresh air. I really should take better care of myself. Maybe drinking water would help but I don't feel like doing anything now. It's so warm and the only thing I can do is complain and rant. God, I need my book, a nice hammock by the beach and clear skies so it wouldn't rain.

Or maybe if I give it time, everything would just go. Yeah, I think I'm PMS-ing ):

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Sigh. Screw my body clock.

Tomorrow, shall mug on mother tongue. How? I.Don't.Know. But only if you know who is available. Sweeeee~

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My earpiece finally died. Lol. I can still listen to music but the right piece is kinda screwed. Oh well, I'll have to buy a new one really soon. Maybe tomorrow? If I have time after school. I needa get foolscape paper as well.

Ugh, my floor is all sticky and apparently there are.. 17 different epilogues to heavy rain -.- zzz. I unlocked like... 4 already. I can unlock another 3 and probably do the rest some other time. Once I get my platinum for this I'm gonna continue Final Fantasy XIII cause I think I've neglected her for too long. Sorry Lightning :P After Lightning, I'mma get my platinum for Assassin's Creed 2. Kinda miss that game and I'm almost to my Platinum (: 91% I think.

Ah, I feel tired. I've done my homework. School is such a boreeee now. Friends are the only reason for going. I'm sleepy. My earpiece ugh. My hair feels nice now. Pink is love ♥ And I feel super warm -.-

Well, that's it. Bye (:

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It's been a while since I last blogged. Nothing interesting except I managed to finish Heavy Rain and witnessed 2 endings (: The "Yay!" one and the "OMG WHY THE FUCK DID THEY DO THAT?!?" one (: Hur hur hur~ But I still have a lot to do cause there are like.. a few more endings. Ends up there's like only 7 endings -.- zzzzzz.. some basket posted saying 22 and I believed him. Sigh. I dunno if I have to save or if I can just reload chapters. Oh well~ I shall harvest trophies instead.

Anyways, I think I've got a few health problems right now. One of them is kinda private so I won't say :| haha but today I saw red spots on my thighs and they are still there although not very visible. I dunno how or why the red spots came about but I'm starting to get worried. Maybe I'm allergic to something, I dunno. If this goes on then, I shall talk to my parents about seeing a doctor. Maybe it's my change of diet, bleh.

Sigh, these few days have been slack and tiring. We don't do much but we're tired. God.

Oh yeah, Norman Jayden is awesome! ♥ :DDD

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Okay, this will be a quick post before I retreat to bed :P

Anyways, 2 hours and 30 minutes ago, it was my birthday. I never really anticipated for anything cause for the past few years, my birthdays have been rather banal. I'm not complaining but I appreciated every little thing each birthday. This year, was seriously one of the best ones.

Lets start with.. Thanks! :D

GIRLFRIEND!!!! Thank you for your one year early treat to Haagen Dazs :P The unique lemonade was seriously nice and I'll like to go back for another day of dessert one day again too (: Also, thank you for being there today cause it just made the night more perfect. Thanks for the bracelet from Cambodia too :D I love you ♥

Hannah, Emily, Yong Hong and Aaron. Thank you guys for coming tonight (: Yeah Hannah, you're a great table-mate too! And so is Emily :D It's always fun playing around with you guys :D Thanks for the sheep coffee cup ♥

Christine~! Daughter! Too bad you couldn't make it at night but thank you for everything else! :D Thank you for being a good friend this past few years and thank you for the chocolates and free notebook :P Hehee~ ALSO! Thank youuu!! For the Final Fantasy XIII guide book :DD Lightning is prettaye!!

Ledia, Poh Geok and Cinyi. Thank you for the Chip bowl and spoon! It's super cute xDD and eating from it makes me feel like a child again although I'm like, another year older :PP Too bad Poh Geok couldn't make it tonight but still have fun though :DD Hope the both of you reached home safely (:

Sangeetha and baby yoyo! Thank you for the adorable black and pink purse :D I used it today to keep my phone and ez-link :P It's really pretty and handy so I really appreciated it (: Too bad you couldn't make it tonight but nonetheless, everything was great! Hope you guys had a good day too :D Cheers!

Marvin and Khairyll~ AHHH! Thank you!!! For the Cloud posters!! ACC FTW! :DDD Also, thank you Marvin for coming down tonight :P Had fun camwhoring :D And I'mma place the posters where I know I'll see it kekekeke~

Syafiq!! Thank you for the shrunk lingerie! Lol! And the colourful birthday card! I can see you put in alot of effort into doing the colours (: Thank you again! Also, for scaring the shit out of me tonight ): You should really consider playing parts of ghosts for movies or something! hehe! And for the chip bowl too :DD

Yong Sheng, Jun Ting, Selva, Daryl and Wei Ming. Thank you guys for coming down (: Although we're not so close, it means alot that you guys still came :D Thank you for the chocolates and no worries, I won't grow fat (:

Wan Qi and Soon Kiat~ Thank you guys for the cake and picking a really pretty pink delicious one :D Too bad we didn't have candles but I still could make a wish though. Hehe, Wan Qi, next time, maybe we shouldn't do what the boys tell us to :P

My Mum and Dad (: Although I know you won't read this, thank you for the cheque (: I really didn't expect that much and it really gave me a shock. Too much of a shock that I didn't know how to react. Thank you once again and I'll try spending the money wisely. Love you loads ♥

Jessica~ Where's my present? D: lol! Nah, kidding. Thank you for shouting Happy Birthday Michelle into my ear today morning (: And thank you in advance for my future new game KEKEKEKEKEKE

Laura~ Thank you once again for the polka dot hair clip (:

Basil~ Ah.. Thank you for dinner and the surprise :P Was a little disappointed we didn't get to eat the desserts I was saving for ): But nonetheless the surprise was a whole lot better. Thank you for lying to me and cheating with my feelings and making me kiss someone else :PP But really, thank you for planning so much (: We maybe on pause but what the heck, I love you ♥

Jeff! Bring me someplace soon :D I wanna drink!

Anyways, to be truthful, whenever I receive gifts or cards or notes or whatever, I really dunno how to react. Maybe I surpress happiness, shock, love(? lol) too much that I really dunno what to say or do in certain situations. So, just know that I appreciate everything that everyone has given and done for my birthday. This really has been my most memorable. Especially Syafiq's super scary eye make-up D: I'mma get nightmares I bet.

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There are somethings in life people can call special but that special thing might not mean much to another person. Truthfully, I dislike myself for thinking this way but hey, I've been disappointed too many times every year that I really don't see the importance of it. What's the point if my wasted selfless wish would never be fulfilled. It's been 10 years. What have I been doing wrong? Is it so wrong for wanting something which would benefit someone else more than it will me? Have I been asking for so much that a simple wish made every year for the pass 10 years will never come true? Maybe I'm just waiting for a miracle to happen but now I need to know, when will this miracle ever come true? God, too many questions. Well, at least we have a goal in life. Or a few goals.

Goodnight.

P.S. I realised that whenever I sleep in the evening, I will wake up at 10. -.- Retarded. Next time I'll sleep at 10 and see what time I wake up. Hopefully, the next day.

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I swear to God, I can't take the sound of someone puking. I can't take the sight of someone so dear to me shivering, struggling, suffering. I can't take the sight of thinking that person might be .. No, I won't.

If I could toss everything away right now just so she'll get better, I would. God, I'm sorry I asked for so much.

I hate the thought of death, I can't stand it at all. I'm afraid of dying because I'm afraid of losing anyone precious around me and know that no matter what happens, I can't change any of it. These few days, I've been thinking about the past and God, I've taken so many things for granted. Maybe this is punishment and if it is, I'll accept. Just don't hurt anyone else cause of me.

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Why do I feel like slowly, I'm not myself anymore. The other day, I went through little scraps of paper, notes, doodles and pictures just to realise how much I miss myself. How much I miss us. The few years go by so quickly that I can't seem to remember where these memories were stored.

Do you remember how we would always think we're angry at each other when we're actually not? How about the time we'll stay in class, colouring it and decorating it? How about the hours spent on projects presented for only a few minutes, but heck, we had so much fun doing it. How about the days we'll go out almost everyday to eat and hang out? How about the days we'll spend studying together? How about the times we'll always compete in our studies? How about the days and nights we'll spend working together for camps and events? How about the days we'll make fun of each other but never really took it to heart? How about the times we'll think, "Haha, we/I were/was so stupid back then!"? How about the times we'll go home together cause we were the only ones who took the bus on the same side? How about the Wednesdays spent after Art cleaning up the room and being rewarded with sweets? How about how we would go to the General Office to take the class list of the boy we used to like? Or, how about when everyone was just so close and we were friends with practically everyone. We didn't have much conflict, maybe minor ones but in the end, we were still all really good friends.

Thinking about this, I really wonder if growing up is as bad as it looks. Sure there are good points and bad points but, I really miss the beginning of growing up.

And the huge block of text includes almost everyone I can think of. Find yourself (:

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It's been a year and I hope you're doing fine. Take care kays? ♥

And thank you again Laura for the early birthday gift and card. Really appreciate it (:

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I just finished FF:XIII. I'm satisfied cause I got my rank 5 star at the final boss fight (Yeah, judging by the toughness of it, it really isn't that difficult :| ) BUT I feel really empty inside. The ending was sad cause Vanille and Fang sacrificed themselves but at least Serah and Dajh were alright :D It was a relatively good ending but now, like I said, I feel really empty. I know I have many missions to do but after that it'll still be the end lol. Maybe they should create a movie but it won't be that interesting. Anyways, really good game and I enjoyed it :D Now I know I got more time for my books! Oh yes, but I won't stop playing cause I know I have many more trophies to collect ((:

Good-night!

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I figured, since I'm too lazy to study English, I guess I'll just start reading more. Of course comprehension is important but so are my vocabulary and composition. Hopefully, reading more would help. Anyways, I'm sure it'll help me in my lit as well :P Just some books I have at home and wanting to read after 'My Sister's Keeper'.

'A Million Little Pieces' :P

'My Friend Leonard', this comes after AMLP of course.

'The Kite Runner', Heard it's good

And if I can find my book again, I wanna reread 'The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night time' cause I think out of all the books I read so far, this made the biggest impact on me and books. The book which made me fall in love with it so badly. I really REALLY enjoy this book and recommend anyone who hasn't read it to read it.

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This made me LOL! xDDD Way to go Square Enix for such an awesome glitch xDD Too bad it's night time now so I need to restrain my laughter -.- Puhwee~

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Today has been rather fruitful. I actually planned on staying home to relax and play Final Fantasy XII hoping to finish it but, my Dad needed help with fixing somethings in the house. Heh. So I helped first by getting rid of paint. I had to use paint stripper and scrap the paint off the stove wall as well as the bathtub. I swear, the paint stripper hurts so effing badly when it gets onto your skin. The solvent is seriously strong and now I'm left with chemical burn marks (see pictures below). Well, at least the bathtub is only blue now and not half-blue half-cream. Was planning on doing the sink as well but we decided to call it a day. I can't burn myself too much. Anyways, after that, helped Dad screw in the nails and fix up the help which is suppose to be put in his room. Was alright since it didn't burn me or anything.

Played my Final Fantasy for a few hours then adjusted my own shelf so I can fit in the huge files at the bottom. Compliment of the day, "Oh wow! You can be a really good construction worker." -.- Thanks, I really wanna be a construction worker when I grow up -.-

Neways, some pictures I wanted to put up but didn't get the chance to :P

^ There are 2 more spots at the end... ^

^ This has got to be the worst ): ^

^ Finally had desert after so long :D ^

^ Guess whose sock. It's 627846. Key the numbers onto your phone and you'll know :P ^

^ Yellow moon from the rooftop. Real pretty ^

^ ChiobuS ^

(: That's all for tonight. Goodbye~

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON KIAT!! :DDDDD

Wish you luck for your O's and life! Hope you had fun last night :P

Yeah~ I wanna play my Final Fantasy now but my Dad is watching some show thinggy... :| I guess I won't be sleeping early tonight. Go latte!

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Right now I'm doing my class T shirt design. I've been at it since I got back home and FINALLY I was ALMOST done. BUUUUUUUT! The fucking programme just HAD TO CRASH! ARGH! This is what I get for not saving and opening too many files at once. SCREW IT! And I thought it looked really cute! -.-

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