I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I fucking hate you. Ever since you entered the school, I have NEVER gotten a break from you. I DESPERATELY need to escape from home every once in a while BUT NOOO YOU JUST HAD TO PICK MY FUCKING SCHOOL! EVERYTIME I FUCKING SEE YOU, YOU'LL FUCKING APPROACH ME OR DO SOMETHING STUPID TO IRRITATE ME! CONGRATS CAUSE IT FUCKING WORKS AND I CAN'T FUCKING STAND THE SIGHT OF YOU. I WISH YOU'LL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE YOU BITCH! I HATE THE SIGHT AND THE THOUGHT OF YOU! YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING NUISANCE! YOU'RE JUST SPOILT BY THAT WOMAN! EVERYTHING INVOLVES AROUND YOU! FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU! I CAN'T FUCKING STAND THE FEMALES IN MY FUCKING FAMILY! I know we change our destiny and fate and bla bla bla all that other shit but God is mean to put me in this Family. Or maybe it's not his fault, it's just everyone else is a fucking retard. I hate myself as well for not doing anything. For spoiling you as well. I should have smacked you more when I needed to but whatever, I can do so now. I don't care how much I hurt you because, bitch, you're doing the fucking same.

I'm losing my hair, or rather, I'll pulling them out. I can't stand this. I really really can't. I've been holding all these feelings, ignoring them but God! I've reached my absolute limit! When you said you wanted me to die, I really felt like jumping off. Maybe everything will end and you'll feel so much happier without having me around. You know, you will finally have your own identity at school. You can have your own room. You can have more money to spend. You can have the PS3 and all my items (No shit, I'm so not giving them to you, you useless ass) but nonetheless, you'll have Dad and Mum's undivided attention. OH WAIT, YOU FUCKING HAVE THAT ALREADY.

Really, I wanna kill myself. Fuck you for making my life miserable. I thank you alot.

Next year, I really need to move out.

xoxo {♥}