Today my post shall be a mix of emotions yeah? Cause I'm filled with different feelings and thoughts everyday without fail :D I mean, what's a boring life with only one feeling? :/ Hoohoo~ I shall start with today. Went to school as per normal. Today was rather mundane. After school went to 4/8's class just to slack around with Yolanda and Marvin. Didn't do much. Oh and I attached this bow onto Yolanda's hair pin and then onto her hair. Doesn't it look nice? :D

Anyways, after school, went to Tampines with Yolanda, Marvin and Syafiq. Crapped around in the bus xD Haha. You can imagine the noise level :P So we reached Tampines and ate at LJS. Syafiq went straight home cause he couldn't eat ): There, Yolanda and I were comparing hand sizes ;D and gosh, although my hand looks bigger, it's actually smaller compared to hers. Fatter and shorter. But her's is super skinny. Can see the bones :O

After eating, we went to walk around in order to find a good gift for her mother since her birthday is coming up rather soon. A week from now actually. Bought a box and right after paying for it, Yolanda actually saw something else she should have bought. Regrets, regrets ;D Next time check out the whole store honey! After getting the present, went to the electronic games shop upstairs. Marvin wants to trade in his current PSP and gameboy advance. Apparently, you can do that no matter how crappy your console is :O haha. Too bad I have nothing to trade in ;) Went to meet up with Christine and Sangee. Slacked abit then headed home. Went to T1 so Christine could get her foolscape paper from Urban Write. Omg, I simply love that shop. There is this great feeling whenever I enter it ♥ hehe. Went home straight (:

Haha. Another little Michelle. Apparently, Marvin commented that I look like a postcard baby in this picture. Look at the water though, it's freaking clear! And I remember drinking it when I was a kid cause it looked super clean. I hope more oceans and seas would look like this. This type of water is magnificent. I wish I could go back again one day.

Phew- anyways, Basil, what you're worried about, I've been thinking about it alot recently. Where I might be going after next year, or the years after. Honestly, I don't know. I really have great interest when it comes to flying or space. Anything but the ground and ocean. I detest the sea and marine study. I'm alright with land work but isn't it boring? I dunno, I really don't. I've decided to stay on, studying in Singapore but for how long more? Who knows. Sigh, now I don't wish to graduate and I thank God we have another year together. Maybe then it'll be easier to sort things out cause then, we'll have to really decide what we wanna do. Maybe it's stupid thinking about taking up that course, but like what my dad told me, it's the interest that counts right? We know I can't study astronomy and astrophysics in Singapore so I don't have much of a choice. Sorry. I already know we might be seperated when the time comes, and selfishly, I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for that. Not one day pass without thinking of what we might become in the future. Oh god, I love you. I love you so much. And I hope none of us would let go, even if we're hanging on a thin silver thread. I just wish everything would be able to fit into place. Life is a like a cruel conundrum. I know that, I know that very well. But it's our enigma and it's our effort needed to piece it together into a perfect picture.

Sorry, I'm rambling as well as comfusing myself some parts of the way. Tck.

xoxo {♥}