After almost 5 months, I have finally told mum that I have a boyfriend by the name of Basil :0 lol. And after almost 5 months, we have finally taken a picture together :DD

Michelle, Basil, Clayton and Soon Kiat
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Hehe, anyways, today went out with them to Geylang for some malay thinggy. We didn't really do much but Clayton bought this really big roti john thing and it was huge! Like really D: for me la. Haha. Then decided to walk to parkway where we slacked at coffee bean until we got chased out. Decided to take pictures in the deserted and closing mall :D Haha. Now at home and wondering what to do. Feel so sleepy...

Oh! And Soon Kiat taught me how to play Final Fantasy Dissidia. ZOMFG! SOO COOL! I wanna play!! D: But there are exams dammit. I can't procrastinate anymore :x Teehee.

xoxo {♥}

All my 30 roses :D Oh so colourful (: I feel so proud of myself :D

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Hehe, this is practically what I've been doing the whole day, folding origami roses. Honestly, this pink one is the best cause I put my whole heart into it (: I realised that the construction paper I bought came in alot of different shades of yellow. Lol. Weird much but I think I wasted alot of trees just trying to practice. But I suppose it was all worth it. Christine is gonna come over tomorrow, I think, to finish the roses up. Gonna add the stem and write little notes on the leaves :D Hopefully the teachers will like it (: Hehe

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Finally D&T is over. I just handed my coursework today. Oh my lord, I feel so light and happy! :D I didn't hit 100 pages but meh, It's not the number of pages right? It's the content in it. Ah, Jesus Christ. All my hardwork throughout the year, Journal, Product and Presentation Boards given. I'm like super relief. Now all I have to do is drill myself with theory (:

But it's not so easy now cause I'm down with the cold ): The weather has been so fucked that I'm sick. My bloody chain broke! My immune system finally gave in after 1 year plus. Wttoot la -.- But nvm, now all I have to do is concentrate on recovering. And paper roses :D I just had a bowl of Chicken Soup. Apparently it's suppose to work and honestly, I believe it does. Took panadol again. Probably gonna get rid of my aches first then place tea bags on my eyes again and then sleeeeep :D

Night night (:

xoxo {♥}

Anyways, for some unknown reason, my sister started doodling and drawing. So she decided to draw a picture of me. She sketched some really odd and awkward pictures, in the end I decided to snap a random one of myself to pass it to her so she could refer to it. When I snapped, I clearly didn't know she was behind and this is how it turned out:

LOL! She looks like a ghost and we seriously couldn't stop laughing! Haha! So weird and random xDD

Ahh. So much fun. Soon D&T would be over. No more coursework! Meaning, no more hell! Just results next year. Oh, wait a minute, my sister is still hell D: *looks at picture* LOL!

Good night people :DD

I love you; ♥

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Heavenly father,
I pray that you bless and protect daddy.
He's on the plane now to England.
I ask that you protect him,
from any accident or danger.
If anything were to happen,
Oh God,
I dunno what we'll do.
Amen.

So, Daddy is off to England for some birthday party. It's a rather big one so family members and friends would be gathered together. I suppose it's a good break for Daddy as he hasn't seen them in years. He probably misses them alot (: So I hope he has fun during the gathering :D

xoxo {♥}

Oh Jesus Christ, I wish.

Can't wait for exams to end. But, at the same time, I don't want it to end too early. Cause that would mean, results! D:

xoxo {♥}

I now realise I'm a very messy, untidy and unorganised person.

Anyways, this is practically what I've been doing since morning today. And when I say morning, I mean around 9 plus in the morning.

Obviously I took breaks but only to shower, eat, sms and download some educational stuff. Omg.. I'm such a nerd. But it's okay. Ah, despite studying for maths, there are somethings I still don't get. If algebra was a living thing, I'll kill it. If it was an item, I'll smash it to dust. I hate hate HATE algebra and alphabets in numbers. Gawd!

Anywhoo... I don't think studying is helping me much but I suppose I'm improving slowly and slowly? I'm like neglecting all my other studies such as D&T and whatever the rest is. I'm too focused on maths cause I have a feeling, if I don't do well, I'll fail miserably. I dunno, maybe I'm thinking too much. Anyways, I still have yet to start on chemistry and POA today so I'll probably do so soon. Hopefully I can manage to stay awake till 2 am plus at least. Sleep till I'm happy and continue my routine tomorrow. But if I can't and feel like dying, I suppose sleeping earlier wouldn't kill me. Okay, back to work.

I need more caffeine. Oh god, please help me, amen.

xoxo {♥}

Today was the first time our whole clique went to pizza hut to eat. Ohh~ and it was cool cause all 6 of us were there :D So much for going home early to study. Lol! I can't remember what we ordered (I couldn't even remember my own dish then -.-" lol) but while waiting, we played this game Syafiq taught us. There is burger, pie, coffee, pepsi, fries and nuggets. Weird hand signs and all. And we kept playing until the winner wins :D I remember Syafiq won once, Christine won once and I won once. I think. I can't remember about the others LOL sorry! xD

Pictures and comments :DClique - Syafiq :DSyafiq! Lol. Don't ask -.-

Food :D Okay, technically, no food.Yolanda looks like a baby.Retardation.

Yeah, that's about it :D Omg. This would be super memorial. Burger burger coffee!

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Bleekk~ I smell cigarettes ): Yuck. Anyways, I havn't blogged in a while have I? Well, thesedays life is such a bore. Something interesting rarely happens. We finally got back some of our papers today and the results were, let's just say, surprising. Well, we only got back POA and physics. Dunno why I didn't get back mother tongue :/ lol. POA was really woah cause I kinda expected to fail but I passed. By 2 little marks. Lol. Thanks to paper 1 -.- Well whoo~ Physics was, shocking, in a slightly good way. Got 38/50 which is 76. Haha. Grade 1 (: But the suckish thing is that I had alot of careless mistakes and I could have gotten better marks. Now, to sustain this 1, I must get a 37/50 for Chemistry which I find rather, impossible. So we'll be getting our papers tomorrow. Although, if I only get a grade 2 for science, I'll still be happy (:

Ah! I wanted to blog about something really really really badly but I can't remember what it is ): So I'll just type out random things. Hm... I still dunno what I wanna be when I grow up. There are really alot of options I'll like to choose but it's impossible to pick all. And where do I wanna go after secondary school? I'm really having a fuck of a time deciding. My mum wants me to go overseas and I don't mind but what is it I'm after? What do I want to be good at? What's my metier? What COULD be my metier? You know, there are so many things I have yet to try out but we are given so little opportunities. Whew~ if studies ain't gonna kill me, this is.

Oh, and mum just told me that she might wanna move to Australia one day. I dunno, it's not decided. She's still contemplating and I hope she decides not to. Cause I'll be leaving so many people behind ):

My head hurts and I've been sleeping. Need to go back to studies, I can't procrastinate anymore. English, maths and D&T papers coming up soon. Oh holy christ, help me pull through, amen ♥

xoxo {♥}

Prelims are over (: Well, at least N level prelims are. Anticipating for Maths and English O's, not too much for D&T. Anyways, today I went back to school even though I didn't have to, to do my D&T. Apparently, I'm done (Well, most of it) and shall send Marvin the files soon. Thanks :D. Neways, after that, went home and back to school for our favourite night-study. Felt sluggish so I didn't do much. Focused on maths once again. I can never do english, it'll bore me to death I swear. After night study, went to eat dinner at Siglap with Syafiq and Christine. Omg. The bus trip there was hilarious! Yolanda's reaction was bloody priceless I swear! HAHA! Phew, anyways, there, we bumped into a few ex-Temasekians and Syafiq even forgot Elaine's name lol. And I said hi to James. Haha. Oh oh! And after eating, Christine was drinking and Syafiq swung his arm until his hand hit her drink by accident! And it spilled all over her. Kekeke. Ahh.. took the bus back and we're home sweet home.

Tadi sy mrh sdkt, tapi, skrng oke de (: Sy cuma mrh krn sy rasa sprt lu melalaikan sy. Kpn-kpn sy mngrti apa lu blng, sy mnjd cmburu. Sy mau mnta maaf tp ssh bngt. Sy jg tdk bg apa mslh-mslh sy ada sama lu dn krn itu, sy thu lu ngak thu. Sorry, I had to type it. Since it's short form and my language is so shitty, no one can read it. Even if you can use ctrl + a (:

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I'm procrastinating once again. Dilly-dally seems to be a common word in my dictionary. I dunno, I'm bothered by a few things and for memory sake, I'll type it out.

I dunno but I feel as if getting closer together is much more difficult than I thought. I feel as if right now, I'm sinning because I'm not suppose to think of this. Oh god, I miss you. I know we went out recently and there is so much to remember from that time but I wish we'll just be more of a couple than just friends. Maybe I'm romantic and you're spontaneous, I don't blame you for anything. I just wish I could change so many things from the past. I'm being bothered and I don't even know why. I should be concentrating and putting my focus on school work and exams, like what you're doing. Relationships can be such a curse at time and I don't wanna bother you at all right now. Maybe I should distance myself from you until the major exams are over. We've done so before, I'm sure we can do so again.

Ah, I somewhat feel so much lighter and better now. Hopefully everything will go well. If in the future I seem to act cold towards you, please don't think of it as ill intentions. I'm just trying to help you and myself. God, I love you. Oh, and you're right, Owl City is nice. The lyrics reminds me of you (: Although, I feel rather bitten inside, I'll smile until this period is over hun. ♥

Bitter (:

xoxo {♥}

After everything, walked home with Basil. Showered and got ready to go out. Met up with Basil at you-know-where and headed off to Bedok. While I was waiting, there was a little girl at the busstop and OMG! SHE WAS SOOOO FREAKING CUTEE!!! ♥♥♥♥ she kept waving and laughing when I waved and smile at her! OMMGFNVANJD!! ADORABLE MUCH!! EEEK! I want a child right now ): sigh.. anyways... when we were at Bedok, we took the train to City Hall and boarded the next train to Dhoby Ghaut. Okay, something happened. We ate at Carls Jr and I spilled Zappel all over Basil's shorts. It was so embarrassing. I'm really clumsy huh.. Sorry!! I love you (:

Keke. I am so not going back there in a really long time. Walked around and then headed to Ion, in which we had pitch stops along the way cause dear was hunting for his Puma shoes. God, I hate shopping D: Sooo... We stopped at a few places which I shall not mention cause I'm too lazy. We ended up at Ion but because it was oh-so crowded and big(they have 6 fucking basement levels -.-), we went back to Plaza Sing. He wanted to try the Mars Balls which we've been trying to look for for ages the previous visit. LOL.

He ate it, I tried it and off we went. We took bus 190 and alighted somewhere at Chinatown and took the bus back to Funan. Went to Penin to get his shoes and finally! He found it! Thank god thank god thank god ♥ ahhh.. After which, we went to Marina Square and I tried the lime vodka and snails (: Lime wodka was okay, I didn't get drunk whatsoever althought I was high. Hm... actually, not really high, my hornyness was kinda, back. Cause I've been surpressing my urge to go horny, this kinda just trigger things. Hehe. I so wanna try clubbing next time.

Ah.. and finally back home and into my nice little crib. I wanna be a baby again cause I was cute then. I still am though but it's the different level of cuteness :D Haha

Whee~ Good night lovely (:

P.S. I SO FUCKING WANT THIS! MUST GET FROM ORCHARD CENTRAL DAMMIT!

xoxo {♥}

Studies... Coursework... Stress... Friends... Omg...

I neeeeeeed sleeeeeeeeeep! My eyebags are hideous! And I can't stand red eyes dammit! Off to bed (:

Oh.

hehe ♥;
(:

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I'm currently doing mathematics now but I decided to pause for a while because I'm feeling rather lethargic. These days I've been so motivated to study but almost all the time something comes up. It's really difficult and my paper first paper is on wednesday. I havn't touched a little bit of Social Studies. I so need to squeeze textbook info into my head tomorrow night because I'll be alright for SBQ, i hope. SEQ is my main problem. Hopefully I'll be able to use this magical thing called common sense to pull me through.

Anyways, after pausing, I doubt I'll continue studying. Indolence has overcame me.. well.. for now. Haha. Today was alright I suppose. School, darling baby yoyo didn't come ): My tom yam eating partner every monday D: I had to eat alone. But YongHan joined us and showed us the nipple song video. OMG! FUCKING HILARIOUS! HAHA! Ahh.. after that nothing much. After classes ended, followed Christine and Cinyi for Social Studies consultation. It was alright I suppose. At least now I know underlining quotes = good thing. Hehe.

After Social Studies, we accompanied Christine to Mr Wong's remedial class and headed up with Cinyi for e maths remedial. Apparently Mr Kamlesh didn't take us, Mr Tan the ex-convict did. LOL! Omg and remedial was really fun especially the last bit xD Apparently ♥ has a stalker but hopefully she's off him for good now :P You're mine anyways.

Ah.. It's really early but I'm not in the mood to work. Maybe I should sleep earlier than usual tonight. Just to catch up on sleep (:

xoxo {♥}

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It's been a quite a while since I left the ballroom. Anyways, I just attended a wedding today with my mum's friend in place of my mum. It was held in a church. I'm not too sure which branch of christianity it is but goodness, the church is really small. Tiny! Cute rather but they have a little graveyard at the back. It looked really peaceful and I was walking around it reading the words inscripted onto the tombstones. Anyways, I was half an hour late for the wedding ceremony because it was impossible to find the place. Lol. So I made it to see the last bit of it which was nice cause it wasn't the boring parts. After the wedding, there was a photoshoot session at the church and off I went to Ritz Carlton for the reception dinner.

There, we were really early, thus we wasted time waiting at the lounge. I drank a 2 cups of apple juice because my stomach was begging for food. Soon, we were lead into the ballroom where we sat, talked, ate, drank and took photos. I can't type out everything here but the wedding was a really nice mixture of Indonesian and western styles. The bride was dressed in a Kabaya and the groom in a formal suit. Goodness, the food was fabulous! It was a buffet and the food they offered looked so amazing, it tasted amazing too. I felt extremely bloated after my appetizer, main dish and desert. Desert was the best. Fruits, custard tart, chocolate cake and some jelly in a cup. Mmm~ mmm~

The room was seriously filled with international people. Almost all the kids were mixed blood. Which makes the pure blooded kids unique D: Oh wells. Haha, also, my mum's friends' friend's son said that he likes me -.- and apparently he's sec 1. LOL. And then his mum laughed and said it was impossible. Phew. I'm so not a pedophile. Besides, I love herbs. Keke

Anywhoo~ I'm like extremely tired. I shall aim to drink more than 3 glasses of wine/champagne the next wedding I attend. xDD keke.

NIGHT!

xoxo {♥}