Saturday, 13 June 2009 ; 18:52 {♥}
A letter to God.
Dear God,
I'm sure you know, I'm really happy right now;
I just had a bad morning with mum today;
But I'm gonna make it up to her;
I'm going to suck up my pride and apologize.
Do you want me to tell you why?
Because I'm grateful for what I have.
This is a prayer and letter to you dear God;
For you have given me so many wonderful gifts.
And yet, I have nothing to give back.
This prayer isn't to complain about what I need or what I lack;
Because there are so many more who would want to be where I am;
Yes, of course everyone wants to be the richest;
But what's life if everything is equal and fair?
There would be absolutely no meaning to live.
Hardships can be seen from all over the world;
Happiness can be felt throughout;
It's because of this we keep on moving;
It's because of you, we exist.
It's because of you I get to meet my wonderful friends;
It's because of what happened to mum, I became like this;
I understand what may happen if I waste my life;
I understand what a caring and lovable daughter should be like.
Sure, I'm not perfect but our imperfections makes us perfect to you right?
Even for these imperfections, I am forgiven by you.
It doesn't matter if I am not forgiven by someone because at the end, we'll all live together.
In our peaceful sanctuary with love and care.
If after death, we see and feel nothing;
It's okay because nothing is already peace and serenity;
We do not feel, therefore, we cannot hate nor love;
But it's okay, because as souls, you'll love us back.
I pray that this would continue a long time;
Until the day I die.
I want to feel ecstatic, jovial, care-free;
But I also want to feel melancholy, sorrowful, doleful;
Because these would be the reasons to continue living;
So I can feel different and better everyday.
I thank you for everything you have given me
And for nothing you have not given me;
I'm glad and truly grateful I'm not suffering;
Compared to so many more dying children out there.
I love God.
Amen.
xoxo {♥}
