You know, you're a real mother fucking shit head. Out of all my past and current boyfriends, you're the worse. Do you wanna know why? Because of you I worry about my curfew. Because of you I don't get to spend time with my darling friends. Because of you I feel so fucked up all the time. Because of you I feel so frustrated with school and homework. Because of you I feel so inferior. Because of you everything around me turned fucking upside down. Because o f you I lost everything. Because of you everyone lost their trust in me. Becasue of you the wind stopped blowing. Because of you I have many many many regrets. Because of you the sky was yucky everyday. Because of your lies and fallacies, I got fucking cheated. If our life together was written into a book, I'll give it all to the Africans to wipe their arses with. Actually, you know what, I bet the pages would infect their private areas. Poor darlings. They are suffering too much and yet I wanna make things worse? Tsk tsk to me. Fucking bitch, I hope you die. (:

And if you think I'm talking about my current boyfriend, head someone cause you suck. (: I'll never say nasty things about him. Okay, that's a lie but I'm being honest about how bitchy girls can be. Men, live with it.

Shall I start with my current then? You know Basil I'm really blanked out about what I wanna say. You're weird you know that? I'm sure you do (: You know something? Sometimes you drive me up the wall. Sometimes you make me wanna murder. Sometimes I feel so damn and confuse. But eversince I got together with you, I didn't expect our relationship to be the way it is now. We rarely see each other and we do a lot of virtual chatting. But the funny thing is, I feel comfortable the way our love life is lived. Just the way a relationship is suppose to feel like. Comfortable and easy. We dedicate a lot of our time to spend with friends and we like it this way. We only have less than 1 and 1/2 years with our possies but with each other, it'll be endless.

Haha, yeah, I remember the time we argued about God. I agree, I was really stupid indeed. But, it was our first real and major argument. I'm weird but sometimes, I do enjoy arguing. I don't really care with who because it gives me a feeling of strengthened bond at the end of the day. You may not think it improves friendships but I do, depending on the final outcome. Without going through rows, we won't be able to appreciate each other as much because improving imperfections is what we try to do to make each day different and special. Imagine being in a relationship that is only fun? God, that'll be seriously boring because emotions and affection would always be the same. Who wants to be in a mono relationship?

Oh and the armpit thing. Yuck. Shall skip on that cause I find it really gross and down-right weird! Even worse than puke eating. Blech!

We'll be going out tomorrow and I'm looking forward to that. Not too sure what we'll do after but the day belongs to you and I so whatever happens, it happens (: Heh. And I must sincerely apologise for having been such an intolerable girlfriend to you. If you need me to admit, I am pretty head-strong and egoistic. But, hey, if you don't wanna change what I don't like then, I won't change as well (: I mean this is in a positive way so don't get pissed.

Pig. Fuck head, I love you loads :D And since I'm a bitch, that makes you a dog. So if you combine it together then you are a sex-thirsty blow-jobbing dog. I think. Ah fuck it. (:

xoxo {♥}