I was playing half way when I suddenly thought of something. Judgement day. I'm sure everyone is wondering and worried what may become of us when the world comes to an end, lets see now. Is the world ending really such a sad thing? I dunno but when I think about it, I don't feel despair or remorse, but relief. I mean, if God wanted to end the world, then he should do so. Human beings, do we truly deserve to dormant? We've sined so much, killed so many, neglected our dying kids. Animals are endangered and extinct because of us. I'm sure there are alot of people out there who deserve to live on, helping others and loving others but, are the numbers that big? Look at the mojority, how sullied and tainted their hearts are. We are the ones killing the world and yet we take no responsibility for it. How selfish we really are.

I for one, see nothing wrong in dying. At least, we die together. No feelings of regret, sadness, mournfulness would we have to go through. Yes, that'll be lovely. I'm not a sadist or a masochist really but, just speaking for what i truly feel. I hope God would create a new world and I hope to be one of the first to exist so that I can truly see how the world was like before. I don't know if we will be reborn but I hope we do. We might not be able to remember and conjure what has happened before but it's fine. We could always just start anew.

Maybe, just maybe this isn't the first time the world has ended. Maybe, before Adam and Eve was created, the world exploded and God created a new world, our world. Maybe worlds are not meant to be sustained. Maybe we'll wake up the next day as a baby in a futuristic world. Maybe we'll wake up in the same body reliving our past. Maybe we'll wake up in heaven, on bed-shaped clouds. I dunno, I don't think anyone does. It's just a nice fantasy to live in.

What if the world doesn't end, I suppose we'll have to die sooner or later as well. A more painful disheartening death of our loved ones but we'll be able to pull through sooner or later. The yearning to meet up with them would probably overcome our souls. Honestly speaking, I want to grow up, get a job, get married, have kids, have grandkids, die. But if it isn't going to happen, then, it won't. I'm contented with what I have now, really. Great parents, lovable siblings, cherished friends, adored boyfriend, caring teachers and glorious God.

Yes, even without corrupt things like money, sex, alcohol, cigarettes, murder, I'm truly gratified.

xoxo {♥}