For some unknown reason, I feel so fucking pissed now. I was in a happy mood in the morning, jovial, ecstatic, cheerful, idiotic. After playing computer games, I had the sudden urge to study, I took out my social studies book, opened up to the front page of Globalization and was about to study. After highlighting a few points, I remembered my files are in a messy, so, diligent (for that moment) Michelle went to pick up her whole bunch of files from her cupboard. I searched for my scattered pieces of paper and got them to rejoin for another paper reunion! Yay. -.-"

After doing some filing my mum stood up at her same spot, it's her everyday therapy. I was just filing and filing and feeling alittle agitated. She started asking me so many nonsensical questions, questions I don't know how/want to answer. I just felt to fucking annoyed at that moment. The funny thing, usually I'll be glad to be all idiotic with her but.. this time, I really didn't wanna give a fucking fuck. Then my sister came along and sat opposite of me, reading. I didn't mind that except my mum started nagging at her and then she started shouting back. The volume of their voices exceeded my fucking music. I really felt like yelling at them.

So after a while, Jeff asked me if i wanted to accompany him down to the gym to do some exercise. I agreed. Before i left, I had to prepare of course. And even that sent me to aggravation. I'm not going to elaborate because I feel that the reasons are really plain ridiculous.

When I was downstairs, i felt so light and calm. I didn't feel totally pissed. I vented my imaginary anger on the stepping machine for about 15 minutes and ab exercises. Went back up after about an hour. I took a shower and started filing again. For some reason, my anger came back. I dunno why but the view of my mum, sister and dad just vexed me. I started sms-ing Basil about all this shit but.. I still felt really annoyed. I dunno. Mood swings maybe. I really, oh, really, feel like punching the wall till my knuckles, fingers, hands, arms bleed. I fucking do.

Apparently some virus was sent to me on MSN, I didn't fucking accept it but I just got it before I could even open the chat box. Some bitch. So many fucking problems now. Mother fuckers who fucking created these fucking viruses should go to fucking hell for all I fucking care right now. Bitches and Bastards alike. Nabe.

By the way, just to add colour onto my plain and boring blog, the new pencil case i bought with Marvin and Christine made me smile for a while. Honestly speaking, I don't really know why.

xoxo {♥}