Thursday, 30 April 2009 ; 22:13 {♥}
Today was a really long day. I left home at my usual time and reached school just to take my English papers. I was trying to keep cool throughout the day. Composition and proposal writing was alright I suppose. Hopefully I didn't go off point. And i got my format for proposal writing correct. Yay! Comprehension was truly shit. TRULY. I fucking got all my vocab words wrong. Argh! I doubt I can pass this paper. I'm pinning all my hopes on Composition, Proposal writing and Summary. Yes, summary T.T I'm really desperate right now.
Anyways, i shall not prevail. I don't wanna stress myself out anymore. I have other papers to worry about. So, tomorrow I'll be meeting up with Basil to do some maths and maybe study for Social Studies? Ah, it depends on my mood tomorrow. I just hope I can use the rest of my subjects as compensation, provided I do well of course. This probably means I need to make space in this tiny little brain of mine to add wisdom into it. I always wonder why I was born dumb, or maybe just slothful. Well, doesn't matter now. I just have to keep studying and relaxing. Yeah, too much of one is unbalanced and an unbalanced mind is unhealthy. I shall be twilight.
ZRRROOOOMMM! Yeah, this is rather random but i just heard a really loud engine from downstairs. I just wanted to share this with the whole world.
After out papers we went out to tampines. Didn't do much except slack and watched 17 again. The seating arrangement went like this.. Mich - Syafiq - Christine - Marvin - YongHan. It was kinda good and Zac Efron looked a hell lot better in this movie for some particular reason. I just can't seem to put my thought into it. Christ, I'm really getting old.
I'm sorry but I shan't post anything too mushy here since my blog isn't private afterall and I don't intend on changing that. Anyways, I'm looking forward to study with you tomorrow :D And when it comes to studying, especially maths, it's going to take me a while to understand questions and solutions. I'll probably need a long time to remember these formulas. I'm a pretty quick person to get things but I'm also quick to forget. You could say I'm like a soft iron bar, easy to magnetise, easy to demagnetise. Teehee. That cheered me up for some reason.
By the way, I'm really relief and glad half of your problems are solved. As for the rest of it, take your time. One day you'll conquer it all. And as I've reiterated so many times, I'm here to help you through it all the way. And yes, i allowed you freedom because that's what I yearned for when I was still with a certain asshole. I'm sure you wanted your freedom as well and I'm glad we could provide each other with that. I'm heartily grateful for your understanding. There is really a whole lot more I wanna say but can't be expressed wireless. Sorry.
Oh, and..
I Love You Too ♥
Anyways, i shall not prevail. I don't wanna stress myself out anymore. I have other papers to worry about. So, tomorrow I'll be meeting up with Basil to do some maths and maybe study for Social Studies? Ah, it depends on my mood tomorrow. I just hope I can use the rest of my subjects as compensation, provided I do well of course. This probably means I need to make space in this tiny little brain of mine to add wisdom into it. I always wonder why I was born dumb, or maybe just slothful. Well, doesn't matter now. I just have to keep studying and relaxing. Yeah, too much of one is unbalanced and an unbalanced mind is unhealthy. I shall be twilight.
ZRRROOOOMMM! Yeah, this is rather random but i just heard a really loud engine from downstairs. I just wanted to share this with the whole world.
After out papers we went out to tampines. Didn't do much except slack and watched 17 again. The seating arrangement went like this.. Mich - Syafiq - Christine - Marvin - YongHan. It was kinda good and Zac Efron looked a hell lot better in this movie for some particular reason. I just can't seem to put my thought into it. Christ, I'm really getting old.
I'm sorry but I shan't post anything too mushy here since my blog isn't private afterall and I don't intend on changing that. Anyways, I'm looking forward to study with you tomorrow :D And when it comes to studying, especially maths, it's going to take me a while to understand questions and solutions. I'll probably need a long time to remember these formulas. I'm a pretty quick person to get things but I'm also quick to forget. You could say I'm like a soft iron bar, easy to magnetise, easy to demagnetise. Teehee. That cheered me up for some reason.
By the way, I'm really relief and glad half of your problems are solved. As for the rest of it, take your time. One day you'll conquer it all. And as I've reiterated so many times, I'm here to help you through it all the way. And yes, i allowed you freedom because that's what I yearned for when I was still with a certain asshole. I'm sure you wanted your freedom as well and I'm glad we could provide each other with that. I'm heartily grateful for your understanding. There is really a whole lot more I wanna say but can't be expressed wireless. Sorry.
Oh, and..
I Love You Too ♥
xoxo {♥}
Wednesday, 29 April 2009 ; 23:18 {♥}
I've been conversing with Basil these few days. Problems and crap that keep cropping out. It's really depressing to have to see him go through all this now, but despite my help, he's still troubled. I really hate the way melancholy overtakes our mind, especially since I can be considered as an optimistic person. Examinations are coming and these type of thoughts can really be a burden. English 'O' level papers tomorrow and despite the improvement in comprehension and vocabulary, i'm still not confident. I suppose it has something to do with my race being anglo-indonesian, I'm pressured to do well. Whenever I start on my essay, I become parochial in my choice of words and my mind turns banal. It's really just so fucked up when that happens. I so fucking hate it.
Aside from english, i've crammed a few nights just studying for my previous physics test. I really doubt i can do well for my papers this year. Of course I'm not an indolent fuck anymore, seriously speaking, I'm really a whole lot more diligent. Maybe not to the extend of some people but at least I'm showing more interest towards my study. Sometimes even, i would panic if I don't know something. God gracious me, maybe I'll become a studyholic soon. Ah, but i can't afford to throw my youth away just because of my future.. or.. can I? Lol. That really isn't a question to be asking myself.
What else could i say about the days which passed by oh so quickly~ Ah, I've got a boyfriend now. Lol. But I'm sure you know who it is by now, unless of course you're a feather-brain. Yes, air-heads. I love air-heads cause sometimes I think I belong to that category. Lol. Anyways, back to my relationship. How would i describe him? Probably an unflagging guy who is smarter than me? Honier than me? Less retarded compared to yours truly ;D Haha. I love you.
Oh, there was something Daddy installed for me into my computer, it's a thesaurus :D Extremely useful for days when my internet connection and the online dictionary is truly unreliable. And it works oh-so-well! Really! I just have to highlight the word, double right click on it and a toggle bar would appear on the top right hand corner! Really cool huh? And the dictionary category is also available but I'm too lazy to install it for now. Will do so really soon though.
Ah phoo-ie! I think i should be off to bed now. It's getting late and the weather is humid. I'll probably sweat or something in the middle of the night. Sigh.
Dear, sometimes, i feel that there is ardour whenever I'm with you, it really makes me miss you too. But i suppose we can spend more time together after all this tension has been conquered. As for now, don't be disheartened, kays? Exams are here! Think academics! I don't want you to overstress and turn bizarre or crazy! Love you ♥
Aside from english, i've crammed a few nights just studying for my previous physics test. I really doubt i can do well for my papers this year. Of course I'm not an indolent fuck anymore, seriously speaking, I'm really a whole lot more diligent. Maybe not to the extend of some people but at least I'm showing more interest towards my study. Sometimes even, i would panic if I don't know something. God gracious me, maybe I'll become a studyholic soon. Ah, but i can't afford to throw my youth away just because of my future.. or.. can I? Lol. That really isn't a question to be asking myself.
What else could i say about the days which passed by oh so quickly~ Ah, I've got a boyfriend now. Lol. But I'm sure you know who it is by now, unless of course you're a feather-brain. Yes, air-heads. I love air-heads cause sometimes I think I belong to that category. Lol. Anyways, back to my relationship. How would i describe him? Probably an unflagging guy who is smarter than me? Honier than me? Less retarded compared to yours truly ;D Haha. I love you.
Oh, there was something Daddy installed for me into my computer, it's a thesaurus :D Extremely useful for days when my internet connection and the online dictionary is truly unreliable. And it works oh-so-well! Really! I just have to highlight the word, double right click on it and a toggle bar would appear on the top right hand corner! Really cool huh? And the dictionary category is also available but I'm too lazy to install it for now. Will do so really soon though.
Ah phoo-ie! I think i should be off to bed now. It's getting late and the weather is humid. I'll probably sweat or something in the middle of the night. Sigh.
Dear, sometimes, i feel that there is ardour whenever I'm with you, it really makes me miss you too. But i suppose we can spend more time together after all this tension has been conquered. As for now, don't be disheartened, kays? Exams are here! Think academics! I don't want you to overstress and turn bizarre or crazy! Love you ♥
xoxo {♥}
Thursday, 16 April 2009 ; 20:35 {♥}
YAY! happy ACC day!! xDD
And also, yours truly's birthday! :DD
I'm so touched to have the same birthday as the release of ACC
*sniffles*
And i truly have to thank EVERYONE for EVERYTHING from the bottom of my heart :D
And i shall post the presents. so i can remember when i get old and wrinkled ;D
Necklace from Yolanda :D
Baby pink baby socks and mittens from Christine xDD
Button from Syafiq xDD
Oh oh! Birthday card and pink hair tie from Yolanda xDD
MW box painted by Christine ♥
Pink Feather pen from Marvin xDD
OOH! really nice long pink wallet from Christine, Yolanda and Syafiq ♥
Pink Tebby Bear from Marvin xDD
Pink IPOD from Daddy ♥
Black and Purple(with some pink) Yukata set from Mommy! ♥
A small strawberry and chocolate heart shaped cake from Shangee! ♥
Kissable chocolates from Syafiq! ♥
EMILY EU DAI YAN! ♥ CHRISTINE YONG YING HUI!♥ YOLANDA YONG KUAN YEE!♥ SYAFIQ ASYRAF!♥ SANGEETHA SEGAR!♥ MARVIN AARON JOSEPH!♥ MUMMY!♥♥ DADDY!♥♥
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE! THE WHOLE LOT OF YOU! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
And also, yours truly's birthday! :DD
I'm so touched to have the same birthday as the release of ACC
*sniffles*
And i truly have to thank EVERYONE for EVERYTHING from the bottom of my heart :D
And i shall post the presents. so i can remember when i get old and wrinkled ;D
Necklace from Yolanda :D
Baby pink baby socks and mittens from Christine xDD
Button from Syafiq xDD
Oh oh! Birthday card and pink hair tie from Yolanda xDD
MW box painted by Christine ♥Pink Feather pen from Marvin xDD
OOH! really nice long pink wallet from Christine, Yolanda and Syafiq ♥Pink Tebby Bear from Marvin xDD
Pink IPOD from Daddy ♥Black and Purple(with some pink) Yukata set from Mommy! ♥A small strawberry and chocolate heart shaped cake from Shangee! ♥
Kissable chocolates from Syafiq! ♥
EMILY EU DAI YAN! ♥ CHRISTINE YONG YING HUI!♥ YOLANDA YONG KUAN YEE!♥ SYAFIQ ASYRAF!♥ SANGEETHA SEGAR!♥ MARVIN AARON JOSEPH!♥ MUMMY!♥♥ DADDY!♥♥
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE! THE WHOLE LOT OF YOU! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
xoxo {♥}
Tuesday, 14 April 2009 ; 19:31 {♥}
Okay.. I wanna share with the whole world what i did today~
I went out after school with Christine and Marvin to get my Yukata
It's suppose to be my birthday present from mum
but i went over budget. LOL.
i spent around 400 just for the Yukata
Mum kinda got fucking shocked when i got home but she said whats done is done
sigh..
it makes me feel guilty
but i swear i'll never do it again
Here's a pic though:
(yes.. i look weird and retarded)
Oh.. and i found this really nice Japanese art.
It's suppose to be Virgin Mary and Jesus
it's really sweet yeah?
I went out after school with Christine and Marvin to get my Yukata
It's suppose to be my birthday present from mum
but i went over budget. LOL.
i spent around 400 just for the Yukata
Mum kinda got fucking shocked when i got home but she said whats done is done
sigh..
it makes me feel guilty
but i swear i'll never do it again
Here's a pic though:
(yes.. i look weird and retarded)
Oh.. and i found this really nice Japanese art.
It's suppose to be Virgin Mary and Jesus
it's really sweet yeah?
xoxo {♥}
Saturday, 11 April 2009 ; 21:10 {♥}
Well.. i was bored and decided to do a/some survey(s) lol. depends on my mood bah!
I got this off the internet somewhere, it'll be nice if others did as well
I got this off the internet somewhere, it'll be nice if others did as well
What would you do if you found out you were pregnant right now?
I'll think it's a prank. It's not possible. lol
What would you do if your cell phone was stolen?
Panic and get a new one?
What would you do if your best friend told you they were gay?
Depends who.. I probably wouldn't be surprised.
What would you do if I told you God isn't real?
Okay.. That's your problem
What would you do if your religion was made illegal?
Then let me be a law-breaker
What would you do if your pet got hit by a car?
What CAN i do? i'll be dead or unconcious xDD
What would you do if the world ran out of chicken fingers?
NOO!! NOO!! chicken fingers! NOO!!
What would you do if you lost your job?
I'll get a new one! haha
What would you do if there was a law against being overweight?
Everyone would go to prison? lol
What would you do if your best friend got an abortion?
I won't talk to her.
What would you do if your father left your mother?
work hard for my mum?
What would you do if your little sister was bulemic?
Lecture her
What would you do if you only had a month to live?
Travel the whole world before i die. Especially Japan
What would you do if you were failing math class?
LOL! screw my O' levels DUH
What would you do if aliens attacked?
NANO!! OMG!! MY FRIENDS HAVE COME!
What would you do if your favorite show was cancelled?
i don't watch TV. lol
What would you do if you found out your parents were having another child?
Cool! new brother or sister! xD
What would you do if your phone and internet were disconnected?
NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What would you do if your house burned down?
insurance?
What would you do if you got lost while on vacation in a foreign country?
COOL! explore the place duh!
What would you do if you got drafted into the army?
Firstly, i'm a girl, secondly, i'm not even singaporean -.-"
What would you do if your favorite band broke up?
Listen to other bands? haha
What would you do if your parents had set up an arranged marriage for you?
PROTEST! PROTEST!
What would you do if you lost all your fingers?
Thank god i'm still alive
What would you do if you found out you were adopted?
Thank god i was adopted into a nice family
What would you do if your parents adopted a child?
Love and care for my new brother/sister just like my real sibling
What would you do if there was a hobo following you down an empty street?
DASH!
What would you do if a cashier gave you too much change?
Depends if i notice or not
What would you do if everyone was looting stores during a blackout?
They can't run away from God.
What would you do if your mp3/ipod broke and you couldn't afford a new one?
Next best thing, Phone/PSP/Laptop :DD
What would you do if you were raped?
Pray i'm not pregnant
What would you do if you woke up in a stranger's bed?
Quickly leave
What would you do if your significant other was dying of cancer?
Make sure my significant other spends the rest of it's life enjoyably?
What would you do if you saw a co-worker stealing from the boss?
HA-HA!
What would you do if your bf/gf's face became mutilated in an accident?
Thank God he is still alive
What would you do if I sang out of tune?
Thats your problem
What would you do if your plane crashed in the jungle?
YAY! jungle tracking!
What would you do if you got stuck in an elevator with your crush?
Nothing. Stand and wait..
What would you do if you won a new car but couldn't drive because of a DUI?
Let Daddy drive then
What would you do if your bf/gf was going to Europe for a year?
Wait till he comes back.
Okay thats all! Going off to read Yong Han's novel now xDD
xoxo {♥}
; 20:13 {♥}
Okay, i decided to blog :D
ermm.. ACC day is coming!
AND GOODNESS! www.thelifestream.net keeps updating!
It's sooo freaking cool!
xDD
Especially character's profile!
in my opinion, there is sooo much CloTi ♥
bwahahahaha!
and i swear! it's gonna be ubber cool!
i mean~! for a movie, it's seriously going big... as in.. REALLY big!
Movie + OVA + Cloud Black PS3 + FFXII demo + Screening + Virtual World Celebration + Interviews after interviews + Fucking big Galley at SquareEnix building + Mini Album + On The Way To A Smile + Post Card book + Final Fantasy Potion Set + Trailers after Trailers + Blu-Ray + A whole lot more!!
OOMG!! i so freaking wanna watch!!
Dx
Screw them for only releasing it in Japan on bloody Thursday dammit
I wish it'll like come out in Singapore soon
but i'll need a bloody Blu-Ray player D< Arggh
Wish me luck~ ♥
ermm.. ACC day is coming!
AND GOODNESS! www.thelifestream.net keeps updating!
It's sooo freaking cool!
xDD
Especially character's profile!
in my opinion, there is sooo much CloTi ♥
bwahahahaha!
and i swear! it's gonna be ubber cool!
i mean~! for a movie, it's seriously going big... as in.. REALLY big!
Movie + OVA + Cloud Black PS3 + FFXII demo + Screening + Virtual World Celebration + Interviews after interviews + Fucking big Galley at SquareEnix building + Mini Album + On The Way To A Smile + Post Card book + Final Fantasy Potion Set + Trailers after Trailers + Blu-Ray + A whole lot more!!
OOMG!! i so freaking wanna watch!!
Dx
Screw them for only releasing it in Japan on bloody Thursday dammit
I wish it'll like come out in Singapore soon
but i'll need a bloody Blu-Ray player D< Arggh
Wish me luck~ ♥
xoxo {♥}
Saturday, 4 April 2009 ; 11:46 {♥}
200th post! ohohoho~
anyways
Skip Beat! is a good manga ♥
Teehee
Anyways~
Omamori!
I want one!
It's suppose to be a lucky charm in Shintoism
but i want one! Dx
It's pretty~ :3
Now.. where can i get one without going to a temple? Hmm..
:/
Maybe a fake one...
Dammit... it's pretty :3
Haha. I'm tired Dx
Advent Children Complete ♥
Skip Beat! is a good manga ♥
Teehee
Anyways~
Omamori!
I want one!
It's suppose to be a lucky charm in Shintoism
but i want one! Dx
It's pretty~ :3
Now.. where can i get one without going to a temple? Hmm..
:/
Maybe a fake one...
Dammit... it's pretty :3
Haha. I'm tired Dx
Advent Children Complete ♥
xoxo {♥}
