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some videos i wanted to share ((:
it's funny :D



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xoxo {♥}

Whee~ well technically it was christmas yesterday ((:
opened presents and went to church
my new baby!loves; ♥ loves; ♥ loves; ♥
hehehe
but i need to get a memory stick and modify it
and and upgrade :D
ah! and i also got mary janes wedges!
if you don't know what it is, here's a picture ;)thats not my actual shoe
just too lazy to take a pic :D
but it looks something like this ((:
and and jessie got me tomb raider:underworld
and what the fuck
it is the FIRST game that can make my lappie lag like nuts
seriously
the graphics are FUCKING nice for a PC game
especially when you are PLAYING
like in final fantasy, there are super nice cut scenes...
but when you play the graphics isn't as nice?
well, this, the graphics are nice WHILE you are playing
so yeah, lagged a hell lot xDD

hm...
got a locket necklace from aunt susan and uncle bob
i just can't figure out how to put the pictures in :/
:D

christmas is really love ♥

xoxo {♥}

OH MI GOSH!
MERRY CHRISTMAS BOYS AND GALS!
GAYS AND LES!
HOT AND NOTS!
:DD

i pray that all your wishes will come true
and that next year would be a better year for us all
and that we can get through homework soon
or else we are all so ****ing screwed after school reopens
ehehehe~ (:
night all~ :D

xoxo {♥}

xoxo {♥}

whee~
got back home at 8 plus just now
went out to meet syafiq and christine to do ss project
and i'm finally done with my part
spent about 3 + hours just doing the drawing
haha
then when i reach back home i washed up
and started to do some cleaning
did the dishes and cleared some of the stuff in our room
there are seriously so many things to throw out
and i finally have a nice place to put all my books
looks like a mini locker xD
now jessie can have the shelves :3
but i should be clearing the shelves soon as well
and the all the untouched toys under the bed
and unused bags
oh god we have too much things
i also need to clear my closet cause i have too many small unwated clothes
i mean, year 2009 is coming
we need to make space for the new year :D
actually, hoping next year wouldn't take too much space
or else there is more cleaning to do ):
i love a house with not too many things
it looks a hell lot neater
or a big house with alot of things
but i'm really lazy to be cleaning things so yeah.. :/
sigh
i think i'll be off to bed soon
tomorrow is christmas eve!
yay! :DD

xoxo {♥}

WHEE~
been playing RO
private server :D
hehe
level fucking fast
but i don't care
i'm only in it for the time wasting (:
my champion (:
she's still a noob but i wanna try alot of other jobs :D
oh oh
and this server has like 9 characters in one account (:
My list:
Acolyte/Monk/Champion
Acolyte/Priest/High Priest
Merchant/Blacksmith/Whitesmith
Swordsman/Crusader/Paladin
Mage/Wizard/High Wizard
Thief/Assassin/Assassin Cross
Archer/Hunter/Sniper
Ninja
Taekwondo Kid/Star Gladiator

whee~~ :DD

xoxo {♥}

i blurred my face cause looks retarded
wahahaha!

xoxo {♥}

i feel so sleepy but i can't freaking sleep
i think i'm too excited
later collecting lolita dress
>w<
i need to sleep early or else will wake up in the afternoon as usual
and i don't wanna do that or else i'll have to make her wait :x
but to drain my energy, i did housework!
and also because when i went into my kitchen, i was like... wtf
the sink was messy and un-clean
there was leftover food clogging up the entrance of the pipe
any idea how disgusting it looked
....!!
oh no, not THAT disgusting...
but i couldn't stand it
so i decided to just do the leftover dishes and leftover food
after i was done, i looked at the stove
dirty.
gross.
so decided to clean
the kitchen now looks a hell lot better than when i just went in
and the dishes are a hell lot cleaner than usual too
cause the stains are off! yay!
i feel so proud of myself
decided to tidy up the living room abit more
sigh
the thing is, whenever the house is clean,
i don't get credit xD
but probably cause i did it at such a time
no one's awake to witness
but nevermind
i don't really wanna be praised by my family like this
they'll probably expect more later :P
but yay!
who knew housework could be so fun
too bad i'm practically lazy 90% of my life
:D

xoxo {♥}

xoxo {♥}

i'm dreadfully bored right now. argh!
i dn't have anything to play online
i have like 9 'big' games installed in my lappie
but i don't feel like playing anyone of them
yesterday night slept late just from watching pride and prejudice
the ending was weird though but the story is nice!
i love love love love love romance stories :D

i'm so damn bored now
and my sis is like gonna watch twilight on the net soon
i think to kill my boredom, i shall read pride and prejudice
tomorrow gonna have dental
bleh
oh!
hopefully i can get a goth loli outfit from the net
i really want at least one set
so if i get it, i'll still need loli shoes and headpiece
maybe asking jessie for the headpiece :P
oh
and i want a parasol as well...
aw.. nevermind, that can wait
when i have enough cash, will go shop for it
but i need to keep saving
maybe i'll dress as it during the class bbq or christmas?
well, if christmas obviously not to church xD
ah. christmas is slightly more than a week from now :O
thats fast and i still have my pride and prejudice book to finish
and i'm suppose to fit in flipped into mine and christine's time
since she borrowing my book for english book review
malay one... i very lazy do
and somemore i can't do book reviews
when i start reading page one, i will try so hard to understand the sentences
and when i reach page 3, i will totally forgot what happened in page 1
yes, i know it's pathetic ):
sigh
i feel so tired now
i think i shall read my book soon (:
and maybe sleep early tonight
but i doubt i can sleep earlt since i've been up late practically everyday
and every noon i'm woken up by my sis
either annoying me or... annoying me -.-"
emily is still at camp :/
sigh
off to read~ whee~

xoxo {♥}

SO FUCKING TIRED!
hehe
went out with christine, syafiq and clayton today.
christine and i went to bought christmas presents
she bought for her dad and mum
i bought for emily, mum, dad, jessie and jeff
syafiq and clayton just tagged along :P
it was fun~ wahahaha
and when i went to buy mum's present
which is a limited edition perfume..
there were so many free gifts given xD
we traveled so much
from suntec to marina square to suntec to orchard to tampines xD
had to travel so much just to get presents
saw limyi at work! hehe
oh!
when we went to far east, we visited haru goth
and omg!
i want! Dx
but i need to save money for it
loads of cash T.T
but nvm!
when it comes to these sort of things, i will have loads of time to save (:
although that means i'll be slightly selfish for christmas
then again, i havn't really bought anyone anything the pass few years for christmas
so this is new?
haha
but shopping was seriously tiring and fun cause of the whole walking around and deciding
bought perfume, bag, books, shade, boxers! :D
i seriously love today ♥
i'm back satisfied (:

RETARDS FOR LIFE BABY!

xoxo {♥}

whee~
i'm currently being lectured by my aussie friend about growing up
and making the right decision
after so many things that happened
i sort of understand why everything is at what it is now
and i understand why parents nag
i understand why people say friends are important
i miss that 4 months of seldom retarded-ness
i miss hanging with everyone of my idiotic friends!
i miss being the vulgar idiot in my idiotic gang!
i miss being so fucking cheerful when i'm talking crap with others
i miss being so quiet in class minding my own business
i miss staying back after school with them
i miss not talking about 'having a boyfriend'
i miss not having stress over any shit
i miss laughing like no one is around
i miss being stared at by others because of 'i'm with stupid' signs!
i miss not having any arguements
i miss having arguements over idiotic reasons!
i miss talking about cute boys with my chickys!
and after typing all this out, i realise..
i'm not missing out on anything adults might do
i'm actually missing out on what i'm SUPPOSE to do
as a freaking 15 year old!
in 4 months time, i will be 16
so i have only 4 months to enjoy the shit i'm suppose to enjoy
i don't need a boyfriend
i don't need a particular type of 'love'
i just need love from so many people ♥
oh mi gosh! i missed my freedom!

xoxo {♥}

Love? Everybody speaks as if they know so much. I, myself am not very experience in this topic but i can't say i know nothing about it either. People started calling me a bitch and what shit just because i'm fucking happy i broke up? Oh! For god's sake people! open up your fucking mind. Okay, i admit. This time round I'm the heartless one but am i truly that fucking heartless? I realised that i DON'T LOVE him ANYMORE. What the fuck do you want me to do? Force myself to be in love? That's not possible. Love is love. It's something you can't stop neither is it something you can force. It comes and goes due to circumstances. Now, if i were truly a bitch, would i have broken his heart early? You know, i could just linger with him and play with his feelings until i set my eyes out on another guy and dump him on the spot BUT- i didn't. That would be true bitch. I did both of us a favour. I know i can't continue with him anymore so why should i be the one feeling fustrated and angry all the time? Yes, it's selfish but i'm preventing further annoyance and fustration. Oh yes yes, he is depress now, he is upset, he feels regretful.. OH FUCK OFF. i know all that shit but the fact is, i'm NOT gonna ACCEPT a patch because if the same thing happened, then wouldn't that just beat the whole purpose of breaking up in the first place? We are only 15 for crying out loud. If he were truly my soul mate then we'll be together when we reach 25 or 26 but thats still 10-11 years from now. And i doubt i'll get back with him, in the first place, i only stead with him to see how it goes and yeah, i fell in love. But it didn't last long. Too bad, it's either not the right time or we weren't meant to be. Simple, move on. Find a new partner. This is what life is all about, taking a step foward. He said he didn't like the virtual world because there is no pain. Look, in the real world, there is pain but there is so much more to that as well and your just restricting yourself to something you don't wanna let go. You told me before that you understood what love meant, 'to let go' but your not doing it at all. Whenever i wanted a call or conversation, i would always hear something about 'flashbacks' and memories and what shit but i don't fucking wanna hear that anymore! Your just stopping yourself even more. And when you can't continue, it'll be difficult for me to move on as well. I could just leave you and move on on my own but i decided not to. That, is another way to explain a bitch. I'm not gonna abandon my ex neither am i gonna be too close to you. I really really wanna move on and i wanna be single for a little longer now. Just go with the flow. Don't try to stop the current, you'll just drown in the end. I'm really sorry i had to break your heart and left you feeling depress but i can't love you back the way i used to. In love and war, nothing is fair. One of us is going down and sadly, it has to be you. But hey, i had my share of heartaches as well.

xoxo {♥}

I have no idea what i'm gonna blog about
i just got back from tampines
had meeting in the morning and then went there
our other chairmans are overseas and i feel so bored
i feel so bored bored bored
i'll be going out with christine on tuesday
she needs to pass me ss and i need to go shopping
ah!
i'm running out of contact lenses
i think i gotta go buy them soon xD
if i can't get blue then transparent is fine again (:
maybe i can wear blue for christmas?
since we'll probably go out to celebrate again
ah!
and wear blue again for new years :3
oh mi gosh, school is reopening soon :D
i get to see so many people soon!
wakakaka!

don't worry lim yi
i won't ignore you in school
how can i?
i'll probably annoy the hell out of you in DandT class :D
whether you like it or not (:
like you said, you would want me to treat you the way i treated you that night
which i will
i won't ignore an elder brother
i love you BUT not in a romantic way

yay!
lets start all over again
the new years coming
lets forget 2008 shits and fucks
and i remember 2008 fun and loves
good luck for O's and N's peeps! :D

xoxo {♥}

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i feel so light :D

xoxo {♥}

BLOGGING! BLOGGING!
i havn't been blogging in a while :D
hm...
ooh christmas is coming!
which means i needa a list of things to buy
going shopping soon i suppose
maybe with jessie to get something for daddy and mum
but even if i get them something, i myself dunno what i want :/
jeff and jessie got their presents bought already
and i doubt mine is.
i havn't decided
ooh ooh
that reminds me, i needa discuss something with jessie
i want us to go to the new years celebrating dressed up similarly
like, goth and innocent
or
feminine and boyish
hm..

i maybe meeting LimYi tomorrow
oh dear, maybe i should prepare a script of what to say
cause i really have a lot of discuss with him about something
hopefully i can leave happy
sigh
then again, one of us is gonna leave in a fucked up mood
my fault i suppose
but it can't be helped

anyways~
i've been playing atlantica and reading mangas now a days
i have no life! rawr!
i need to go out soon or i'll be trapped here ):
i can't stand the site of my room forever
although i can stand the site of lappie ♥
oh hohoho~

meeting on thursday
must think about expectations
what to say.. what to say..
ah! okay, i know (:

sigh
okay. i can't seem to forget about tomorrow
i'll say this in advance
i'll be terribly sorry but i hope you will understand

xoxo {♥}

I'm still sick!
omg!
and there is a party on sunday T.T
i wanna recover but i won't fully by then
so that means even if i go,
i won't fully enjoy
sucks D:

and i got nothing to blog about
i havn't been doing anything lately
cause i've been locking myself up here doing nothing
but i have been reading gakuen alice
MIKAN ♥ NATSUME
bwahahaha!
thats the only thing i look into!
romance and couples and relationships! :D
but i don't like full romance mangas
well.. only some like moe kare! :D
and absolute boyfriend
wah!
i love couples! @.@
*geek michelle mode*

ah! i'm like a lappie geek these days
playing atlantica and reading mangas whole day
but it's okay(:
it's the fucking holidays! :D

xoxo {♥}