HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE YONG YING HUI!! (:
sorry i couldn't get you anything
i still love you though
hope you didn't feel too bad about erm... "conflicts"
we are both now 15!
your getting older babe ;D
but no worries, i'll still be 197 days older than you ;)

xoxo {♥}

FUCK.


whatever.
i don't believe that.

xoxo {♥}

my boyfriend was right
no,
he IS right
what the fuck did i do?
unreasonable
anything you wanna say, just fucking say it
my whole day mood is spoilt

baby,
i'm missing and needing you now
but your not even replying
:/

xoxo {♥}

exco meeting today at Tan's house
1 shot 6 hours
can die man 0.0
after that camw home
and then went out at night
left the house with jeff, met with darling~
DARLING IS A FUCKING PUSSY!
OH YES! YOU ARE!
how dare you not want to meet my brother
he is family afterall ):
after that headed to our favourite spot again
romantic place isn't it?
haha
then left to go home
reached home and then help Jeff with maths
ME, helping ELDER brother with MATHS
thats like... against the universe will xDD
i'm not suppose to be good in maths
and how many little sisters actually help someone OLDER with homework?
lol
somemore he got his freaking O's soon!
omg!! DDx
i hope you don't do too badly
he's lucky he doesn't need maths now
from our batch onwards then need to pass maths
sway sway huh
but i think i can AT LEAST manage a pass
maths is fun xD
oh yes, it is
okay, now i wanna sleep
cause i'm like fucking tired today
NIGHTS~!! xDD

xoxo {♥}

something paiseh happened yesterday
was out for dinner with emily
darling wanted to meet me
was eating on the balcony of pastamania, parkway
then i saw darling looking inside, maybe looking for me
and i wanted to seem obvious so i pointed my middle finger
and all of a sudden, an old man in the queue saw me
and he thought i was pointing at him!
arrgh
old man, i don't know you
please don't get me wrong
i hope i will never see you again

xoxo {♥}

Went to school
then went to parkway
with mum, jeff, jessie and maid
had a haircut
oomg
i didn't get the short hair i wanted
but i got this bobby hair with 2 tails instead
meh
i'm fine with it
as long as it looks better than my previous
hm...
then i went for dental
yay! my gap closed (:
i can take out soon (:
HOPEFULLY!
that means retainers next!
OUCH!
Dx

fucking tired
DADDY!
ommg!
daddy is gonna see Miss Morni tomorrow
with me :0
arrgh

xoxo {♥}

oomgg
my voice is turning off and on
one moment i can talk
and the next, i'm perfectly fine
):
ouch
i should spit more but people will think i'm unhygienic
):
arrgh

thats what i get for drinking cold coke when i'm having sore throat
uguu~

ooh. i was sms~ing dear just now
and i was telling him something about me (:
Dear,
i'm not a gifts person, so don't expect much from me
but at the same time, i don't wanna expect much from you
i don't want to be a materialistic couple
because that would shadow me in the end
i don't wanna think i love you cause of gifts
but i wanna know, i love you for who you are
cut down on the spending
you'll just make me feel more guilty
i don't enjoy going shopping with you
because the malls are too crowded
and what i love the most,
is just sitting down and chatting
because, like i said, i just need you
i don't need anything else ♥

xoxo {♥}

i was bored today
and yesterday morning i woke up really early
when i was younger, i cwould always get dressed infront of the TV
and i'll be watching Cartoon Network
haha
there would be scooby doo showing every morning :D
but yesterday morning, i watched nick instead
just to relive my primary school mornings
and i saw rugrats :D
the episode had angelica making a big cynthia
out of play doe!
so i got motivated, took some clay today cause i was bored
and wa-lah~!


back view
pretty good for my first time eh?
*wink wink*
don't worry folks, i didn't forget the eyes
it was just too difficult to do
):

xoxo {♥}

fucking annoying sister
can't you please just shut the fuck up for once?
you drive us mad
go stuff a dildo up your mouth you horny piece of shit
i fucking wish i could bloody hell move out
>:(

xoxo {♥}

my 101 post (:

so little~ haha

i don't really know what to blog about now
fucking bored
baby baby baby baby baby~
people are just jealous
because you have a wonderful girlfriend (guuguuguu)
so much self-centerness (:
so ignore em' fuckers
they have no life, unlike you and i

i don't think i'll be going anywhere with baby or friends tomorrow
probably cause i got sore throat ):
thanks to crying
and since tomorrow mum and i got dental, i'll be bringing her (:
oh oh
she also said i could get a haircut :D
yay!
but later too thin won't be too nice
bah!
i jsut hope it'll turn out okay
as long as my fringe doesn't become too short
or else will wave like fuck
and i won't like that (:

past photo! (:


taken a year back (:

xoxo {♥}

Oh god, is this a punishment for being such a lousy daughter?
i'm feeling fucking pathetic now
the only thing i can do is let my tears flow
i try to hide it, i really did
and when i'm alone in my room, the tears just flow out more and more
i can't tell mum how badly i tried to control
i didn't want to upset her by crying infront of her
i regret treating you as if you were no one
i can't believe i put you under everyone else
i always thought you loved them the most
but recently, i realised i was wrong
you love me as much as them, if not, more
i know you don't show it but i can feel it
you are the one who made me the mature girl i am now
i can think for myself, i can accept what i get
although academics doesn't come under this, but thats due to MY attitude
not your bringing up
i'm really sorry for not being there for you at times
you get really mad at me and i show my temper at you to fight back
although, i know that what i did was wrong, really wrong
i wanna say sorry;
for being the fuckiest daughter
but the words just seem to choke on the out
and i start seeing my body's salt water again
i can't bring myself to do so
no matter how much i wanted
daddy called to help bring your medicine over today afternoon
but i decided not to because i thought it was a waste
i came back late for your prayer meeting
and i didn't even join you for it
you know your feeling really unwell and yet you still spent so much time for it
sacrificing yesterday's evening when your lousy daughter didn't even pay attention to you
i didn't even bother helping you out
jesus, the more i think about it, the lousier i feel
now the only thing i can do is cry?
i don't care about exam results now, i fucking don't
i just want you to become your healthier self again
allowing you to walk again would be a miracle;
thats why i need to ask god to at least allow you to shop shivering
when i hugged you, i felt my whole body shake
and the bed was shaking as well

i know you feel so much pain now
be it physically or emotionally
and you told me, you wanted to go
just hearing that made me feel so fucking guilty
i can't bare to lose you, i really can't
and i feel like telling the whole world to appreciate you
you gave me life, you brought me up, you nagged at me,
you knew how to balance your topic with me
you spoke about mature things and yet you were childish at times
i grew up properly because of you
i didn't have the mindset that the whole world revolved around academics
but how i live my life positively
you were horny with me
but that meant you were so open to me about any topic
i feel like god should reward you
for truly being a great mum
you could have ended it all a few years back
and yet, you fought to keep yourself with us a little longer
i didn't even realise it for 9 fucking years
only now i understand what they meant by mum knows you best
because they make the effort to fight for you
not just against others but themselves too

i just pray now that it'll end soon, even if it means shedding a rain full of tears
i love mum ♥

xoxo {♥}

hey hey!
EXAM RESULTS ARE HERE! xD
i shall post up my results
but i only gotten back 2 results today ):
aww, sad. i know
hehe. but for the next few days i will be editting only THIS post!
so i can fully display my work of academics (:
only putting up S.A. marks. not progress report scores ;)
cheers~

English - 51% [wtf]
E.Maths - 62%
Malay - 34%
Physics - 28%
Chemistry - 50%
Social Studies - 24%
Literature - 62.5%
Design and Technology - 61%[wtf]
Principles of Accounts - 72%

arrghhhh


i got 2nd highest for DandT. like wtf.
marks fucking fucking low.
i hate final term, i suck like crazy

xoxo {♥}

Today i had Day 1 of leadership competition
omg~
success! :D
haha
although got some screw ups here and there
but i actually managed to pull through
no..
WE managed to pull through
tomorrow we will be moving to the kindergarten instead
you know what that means?
more stress! haha. because of the moving around bit
:/
i'll be taking note of the timing, oh yes i will.
and there would be more manpower than needed actually..
since basically all we need are the group ICs
haiz
hopefully another success
i must thank these few people, oh yes, i must:
Daniel(:
For guiding me throughout and giving me advices here and there
MrOh(:
For snapping me wide awake in the morning
Zul(:
For helping me with the planning and etc
Jazreel(:
For helping me with planning and for being a wonderful food I.C.
Sangeetha(:
being a good transport I.C.
Ranjanni(:
For coming down and Saturday to help us out even though it's not your comm event
and~
the rest of the PSLs(:
for making you time and sacrificing for this event

i really really love you all :D

sigh
after event went to see MrOh's new house
damn small but fucking nice
then went out for dinner
ate at siglap

then went home (:
happy happy
we were like 'talking' about someone
DON'T WORRY JAZREEL!
YOU ARE REALLY NOT FAT~!
i'm fatter
(:

oomg~!!
darling~!
i will be able to see you tomorrow yeah~!
but a while only. short short time
and then i must leave ):
but i'll be free after tomorrow, dear, you can fucking count on that (:
I WUV YOU
♥

xoxo {♥}

I'm bored and tomorrow is Day 1 of my event :/
i'm nervous, you can count on that
very nervous
omg! daniel! how on earth do you stay calm x((

anyways
i was going through some of my pictures in my lappie
and i came across this

Excos
it feels like just yesterday we were elected
but we're like, going to step down in a few months time
jesus, how quick time flies
i simply can't wait to step down
i seriously can't

xoxo {♥}

OOOMMMGG!!
exams are fucking over!!
but REAL stress is getting to me now
leadership competition!
god. i'm being driven crazy
this is like only my first real event and i feel so tired and stress
going back to school tomorrow to do booklet and equipments
and then probably try to finish EVERYTHING by sunday
have the event on monday
stay late on monday and probably overnight
next day! the kindergartens!
maze~
back to school and then it's okay
wednesday!
BAABYYY!! i can finally see you again on wednesday!
i know you'll miss me but lets bare with it for now okays?
but we won't see each other again when my camp comes
but thats alot better than this (:
because you feel ease that your baby is having fun instead of stressing so much (:
but now i will go through all the fucked up situation to prepare me for next time
i must seriously get my body used to stress
sigh.

xoxo {♥}

i havn't blogged in a while
nothing much to say actually
exams exams exams and more exams
paper over paper
TOMORROW LAST TWO!! muahaha
POA and E-maths
wish me luck!!
xDD

the other day went out with syafiq, christine to eat
we were in the bus with sangeetha, yolanda and hannah
omg!
i used darling's hoodie as a mask thinggy and syafiq used his long sleeve shirt

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ARABIA!!

we were suppose to be arab people
but there are a few things wrong in this pic
1. we look more like ninjas
2. we are on the freaking bus! they ride camels not busses!
3. our clothes don't match our scarf
4. the guy behind so extra! xDD
5. we're suppose to be in arab! in what way does arab have an extremely BIG chinese temple. lol
6. we're failures
lets just be arabic ninjas! lol

we had loads of fun!! :D

hm.. today we went out again
but just to jenny
i met darling there~
and it was by coincidence

will be fucking busy tomorrow onwards
because of leadership competition
darling, i suppose we won't be meeting for a while
i'm gonna be busy and i can't deal with any distractions
you can cuddle me, kiss me, hug me, carry me after our event
and i bet it'll feel alot better than usual
darling, i love you alot
♥
maybe next time i should get you a plushie that looks like me
even though you don't like plushies (:
i know, you love me more.

xoxo {♥}

another quiz~! hehe

1. The person who tag/pass you this is?
SANGEETHA :DD

2. Your relationship with him/her?
classmate and workmate

3. Your five impressions of him/her?
erm. smarty, short, sangeetha-ish, crazy and crazy :D

4. The most memorable thing he/she done for you?
give me that turtle pouch thinggy on valentines day

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
Sorry (: something you can never forget anyone to say

6. If he/she became your lover, you will?
be disgusted and scream 'LESBIAN!'

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
your gender ;)

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
dunno, do what happened the last time

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
disagreement

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
give you a nuggie :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
sangeetha-ish :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
erm... are they lesbians o.o!

13. The character you love of yourself are?
I'm horny :D

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
I'm lazy. believe me

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
I wanna be like myself. Unique and unchangeable

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
OOMG!! I LOVE YOU BITCHES TOO! :DD
SERIOUSLY!!

17. Pas this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
what..? i'm not doing this~

but for the sake of naming:
1. Limyi
2. Emily
3. Christine
4. Sangeetha
5. Yolanda
6. Poh Geok
7. Hannah
8. Syafiq
9. Khairyll
10. Ledia

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
huh? poh geok is in a relationship!? someone tell me who!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
nah, i don't think so. close but not THAT close

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
bio and chem :D geez.. i dunno!

22. When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
yesterday

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Erm.. anything i might like?

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
yes, a little sister

25. Will you woo no. 3?
jesus, we're not lesbians

26. How about no. 7?
must i repeat myself?

27. Is no. 4 single?
i dunno.. ARE YOU?

28. What is the surname of 5?
YONG

29. Whats the hobby of no. 10?
playing guitar :D

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
i suppose so..

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Bedok South Secondary

32. Talk something casually about no.1
I LOVE YOU!

33. Where does no.9 live?
Singapore :D

34. What colour does no.4 like?
pink and green i suppose :/

35. Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
lets not talk about it

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
PARROT!! :D that looks like a chicken

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
YEAHH BABY!

38. What is no.6 doing now?
HEY! SHE'S ONLINE! :D

yay!
people who wish to steal, feel free :DD

xoxo {♥}

Yesterday was Hari Raya Adilfitri
and children's day ;D
but went over to Mummy's friends place
FOOD! :D
but because of my teeth and my laziness, i didn't eat much and i didn't grab much food
though the food and deserts were really.. WOW :DD
indonesian food is love
just sat on the couch with jeff and jessie
talked about horny stuff and now jeff says i'm overly horny ):
too bad
thats how i am
ooh ooh.. after a while, i saw someone
oh god
i can't forget about new years day
and christmas ):
this things just drive me crazy
fuckget it

after all that, came home
cleaned makeup off, took out contacts, shower etc
go to bed
i was tired, really tired
and i'm still tired now
*yawn*
now blogging in room
i wonder what mummy would ask once she sees me exit this place
probably asked why i didn't go school
hehe
e-learning day today and tomorrow :D
no school for a long 5 days
;D
but after that, EXAMS!
POA and lit on monday
study study study~!
:D

xoxo {♥}