Great timing to be sick isn't it?
holidays are here and i'm stuck at home.
not becausae i'm force to but cause i have no mood whatsoever to go out
it's one of those feelings you know :/

I fell sick cause of 'camp' ):
i slept on the den floor, with both aircons turned on, without any sleeping bag,
and wearing FBT shorts x(
i'm stupid to forget my sleeping bag. haha
but now i'm tired and sick
my body aches and i can't move much
got dental appointment later but i seriously have no mood to go
and i don't want to postpone cause i wanna take it out soon
BUUT i have a feeling i won't be taking it out YET
which is retarded because the dentist will always cheat my feelings ):
stupid gap
now i have to keep shutting down on dear
everytime he wanna go out, i won't
i just want my flu to go away
illnesses have extremely 'good' timing nowadays
and i think i'm PMS-ing so my temper now is like... urrgh. i can blow up soon

my whole holiday is wasted
the only good part is that emily stayed over yesterday night
she had brother issues and i asked if she wanted to sleep over
so she did
there was suppose to be something on at 2 but..
i didn't receive it -.-"
maybe cause you were half asleep that you forgot?

sigh. now typing all these out, i feel so tired and sleepy
i wanna die soon (:
evolution is coming
lets die together and live in the afterlife together
i'll feel like shit if one day i'm alive and everyone'e dead.
suicide.
yes, now the word seems so much more peaceful (:

xoxo {♥}