i just don't understand people.
we didn't have any problems, any problems at all
until you stepped into the picture
it was after that long hour, everything started changing
and it's driving me crazy
now we act like strangers
when he walks pass me, i feel as if i'm being ignored
but i feel as if i'm ignoring him as well
now i even have difficulties thinking of us going out
i feel as if people are watching
i just feel the need to say FUCK OFF
i understand the situation inside school but OUTSIDE!?
as long as we're not in our uniform, that's our problem
oh god
just leave us alone, please!
i can't concentrate in class and i feel a huge sense of guilt
is this your disguised way of breaking us up?
1 month, 1 week and i'm not stopping there
i know you care and i understand
but there are limitations to how much you can barge in
i KNOW how to take care of myself
i know what to look for in a role model
but your just someone i don't want to follow
yes, you can say i'm modern and free but well, thats how i am
i'm wild and retarded but thats how i was brought up to be
i'm just really hoping you would step back
my situation now is terrible
i'm on the verge of breaking down
it's also plus the extra stress from work
look at me and talk to me,
tell me you actually KNOW me well
i may not show it but i'm really pissed and confused
i just cover it with the look of innocence and happiness

i love my dear to the core
please don't get me mentally unstabble
it's driving the both of us mad

xoxo {♥}